Regret

Have you did something you have regretted?
I did!
I was too emotional and too loose last week that i told my ex-boss that i am not happy with current working condition.
I told him that i was freaking unhappy with my increment and told him those unhappy stuffs with my leader.

I always tell myself to control myself and do not let him know this time.
In fact, i spoke it out emotionally!

I've been here for more than 3 yrs and within this 3 yrs, my ex boss is like a friend to me. We shared a lot of feeling and i told him things happened to me like he is my confidant! For so long, he never betray my trust and i believe him.

Last time, when i told him about problem occurred between me and my trainee, he talked this matter to other managers and finally he helped me out. Frankly speaking, whenever i talk to him, i expect understanding and don't expect he can help me out. But i know even though he told my problem to others, he was just trying to help. So i don't blame him.

After this incident, i told myself.. although he is my ex-boss, but he is still a manager of my company. He stands with the company. So, i shouldn't tell my problem to him anymore. But last week, when i was having a conversation with him, i exposed my feeling to him and unintentionally spoke out the problem i faced now and my decision to resign.

He tried to understand why i have such a decision and to pursuade me. But i didn't give a chance. Because i have decided and i hope nothing to pull me back.

Now, i am really regret. Regret with my uncontrollable emotion and attitude. I should not tell him. Not only him, i should not even tell anyone in this company i wish to resign. I should plan it secretly and leave with pride.