离人

介绍一首歌给你们，旧歌{离人}

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三俩俩蓝蓝停在我幽幽心上
你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅
离人放逐到边界
彷佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐 涨泛任性涨退
字典里没春天
离人挥霍着眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天
我不肯说再见
有人说一次告别天上就会有颗星 又熄灭

So called best friend?!

If i would talk about friendship...who are those in your mind?
Friend can be categorized into few category
-someone who might recognize your face, but don't remember your name
-someone who recognize and remember you, but have less topic with you
-someone who meet you often but not that close with you
-someone who is close with you but you hardly share your feeling to them
-someone who are your confidant who you can share everything...

Normally, from the way i categorized them, infact..the no of the person in that category also reduce. Today i am going to talk about confidant.. Who is in your mind now?

Frankly speaking, i don't think confidant needed to meet frequently or need to always stick to each other, but somehow when there's something happen, you willing to share and both of them care to appreciate the value of the friendship.

I have a friend who is a guy, i knew him from my first year in the university. He had never be course mate, but i knew him because he used to be close with my ex-housemate. Due to we are living in the same hometown, we get close very fast, but our friendship do not have any flame to burst up and so we are always very good friend. Whenever i need his help, a single call will do.

We had always so good friend and help and share among each other until he transferred his course to another branch of our university. We get lesser contact, but whenever there's semester break, we will surely meet each other in our hometown, and then we will share those happened in our life. Sweet and sours.. anything.

Lately, he has a girlfriend, someone who repeatedly saying that's the best girl he ever met. Of course as a friend of him, i congratulate and wishes his happiness to be everlasting. But the truth is, our friendship has been forgotten. Why do i say so? It has been a long time we do not contact each other, even though we meet in msn, he has no time to entertain me...As long as he open his mouth, he will started to say how sweet, great, generous about his gf..etc etc..

I met him once in a korean restaurant, together with his gf. He seems to change a lot..and he introduces his so called super Great gf.. haha.. Then started to show how lovely they are in front of us (my bf & i)..haha..So, i said ok..continue your dinner.. we shall meet for supper one day.

However, when i really sms him and ask him for a supper, he rejected and saying he is busy. Ok. i get it!. But, i do appreciate our friendship, i then send him and sms and ask him if he is fine, graduated, found his job and some other silly questions, and he replied me "Fine".
OK. That's enough. I will not send you any sms nor asking any question.
Is that really take time to answer me few simple question? What does that mean of "Fine". Of course i know you are fine..but the question "How are you" is jz an opening of a sms... My main point is "are you graduated"..etc.. Really pissed off!

The excitement

Today one of my colleague bring his newly bought Dell laptop to show us..
He seems extraordinary happy when everyone surrounding him and keep on praising on his choice.

"Wow, so nice", "wah!!!", "Very good feeling le", "The screen so sharp & bright"..etc etc..
I noticed his face smile like his teeth is jz about to drop out..hahaha...Tails is dropping out and flying up to the sky...

"We are chasing of technology"..that's what he said. What does that mean of chasing of technology? If you are so sensitive about the technology you will not buy a laptop now.. you should have bought it soomehow many yrs ago.. Humiliating~~

Anyway, i am jz another good pretender and touch here and there and say.. "wow,nice laptop and good rubber touch feeling" :p hehe.. n he is flying higher and higher..

Hard to be Girlfren

Lately, it has been some days i did not update my blog.
I was busying take caring my bf as he is sick. Anyway he is jz fine now. But yet to be discharged.
So, i will still need to rush here and there. Really tired... *~*''

Anyhow, from these few days of my worried, i get to learn few things..

Firstly, girls will tend to be more tension and worried when their love one get sick, they will worrying about this and that..{ok, jz about everything} and they can sacrifice a lot jz to make sure he is fine. They will able to give out a lot if compare to guy. Ok..I know what u gonna say.. I did not say that guys don't worry about their love one when she get sick, is jz that, they will act more steady, not like girls... {Not like me!!!} Arghh... from the first day, my heart squeezed like i am going to fall anytime.. {imagine how u did to the sponge when u wash the car!! @.@}

Next, guy think you're "Over-react" or "over-worried" when you started to ask a lot of question. "Are u ok? Got fever? cold? Pain? Headache? wanted to vomit? Hungry? bla bla bla...etc etc.." And they will say.. "Stop asking question, i am fine, never as fine as that"...So, u been left behind with a lot of curiosity and worries... haha...Gurl, jz control yourself!!! Guy don't think that your action is caring about them.. they jz felt bees... too much of mumbling!
But what would it be if the one been asked is a lady? haha.. i assume girls love tat. At least if it's not a 100 idiots question, i shall assume girls will not only like it, but feeling touch as they felt u r so so care about her. Of coz terms & condition applied..{Some gurls jz hate it!!! ShutUP! but not me}

Don't ever try to control them by thinking that's good for them! None of ur business.. Jz let it be. If not in return, they ll jz feel that u r too much controlling.. If they wanted to be a bird, jz let it be.. Else, you might turns up be a chain or a cage in their eyes. haha... u think u r affectionate to them and so they will listen to u.. Sure, they will.. "Yes madam" but secretly behind u, they r doing wat u do not allowed and thinking " U stupid!! I don't tell u, u know meh?!" and the music "I believe i can fly" already playing in their mind.. keke..

Last but not least, don't ever do something and expect ur partner will appreciate it and love u more! It might not returning the equal ratio.. Lesser expectation, lesser disappointment, huh! Same thing happened to my parents. So, get use of it, gurls. Normally guy jz take for granted.. Might not even thanks u. But somehow complaining about this and that..So what's the point!? u might say that everything u hv done is not with the hope that he will love u more. Then i say u r GREAT. But of coz, there's this kind of person.. which i really admire. Give without expect for returns.

So, gurls.. Is not easy to be a gf.. and guy..be more appreciate. Girl will jz gv u everything if u truly love and treat them nicely.

Unexpected Meet with Secret Admire

Do you have someone in your mind that you always want to meet him/her?
Do you have someone in your mind that you have not meet him/ her for quite a long time?
Yes i did!

Last week, i attended my good friend's wedding where unexpectedly i met this person that i always wish to meet but unfortunately i did not.
He is a guy, a guy that i secretly admired for quite sometimes since i was in my secondary school. hehe...Talking about how we know each other, it was a miracle..but, don't hv to mention again here.

Refreshing back, we did not meet each other for almost 7 years. In these years, we did contact each other but not that often. Everytime when i get a single sms from him, or a message or email, i will be happy for quite some days. Sometimes i can even meet him in my dream, but i'm not sure if he dream about me before.

These years, i always ask myself, what if i accidentally meet him somewhere, what will i do? What is my feeling or response? Am i going to be very nervous or shy? Or ....? I don't know... I can't imagine that.

But, without any expectation, i met him on the dinner. OK, it was not really unexpected. But it's about 5 mins before i saw him, i heard that he will be there from another friend. I was shocked, but jz that i don't expect he will sit in front of me.

I felt i was steady enough, i gave him a smile, and start talking nonsense with friends. Is not that i don't want to talk to him, but i simply have no topic and it's quite far for me to talk with him in such a noisy environment. So, i only able to talk to him at the end of the dinner. Not bad right? At least there's still conversation.

Anyway, i am happy to meet him. haha..

OH, one more funny thing is that my bf did heard from me about him, but he don't know which one. So, he started to target someone that might be his "enermy" and he spotted the wrong guy (Another friend who sitted at next table)...
Who knows...the true "enermy" is jz sitting in front of us.. haha..

Static Collector

Recently, i become a strong static conductor. Get electric shocked for almost everyday.
I checked in Internet, it is very normal to get static shock. It is because normally static electricity is fairly easy to dispersed from body, sitting in the car, we hv lost contact with "ground" and will store a lot of static electricity.
So when i touch the metal door frame, all the static electricity that has accumulated during the journey will release from finger!

Since touching metal is the course of the static shock, let's try on something which is not metal. I tested on glass, it goes well, i think hehe..released. So i close the door, but i still get the electric shock! What.. is that mean that glass is the insulator but cannot release the static? ok ok, nevermind.

The next day, i try to touch the leaf beside my car, it is a plantation plant in a vase. It think it should be fine, because terms and condition applied.. Not a metal, connected to ground.. keke.. "That's jz what i think"... When i touched the leaf, i get a shock! OMG... is this leaf hv metal inside? what happened?

Well well well.. I suspected the leaf is not work because of it is not directly connected to ground, but only some soil in the vase. So, why not i take off my shoes and directly put my leg to the ground... By doing this, all static can be release, and i won't get any shock some more. So smart i felt. keke.. But who knows, when i take off my shoes and put my leg on the ground, the silly ground shocked my leg!!! Ouchh~~~ What is the matter with u!!!

i felt so funny, why i can hv such a great static on my body. Sometimes when i touches friends, they also shocked by my body electric static. So scary. Any ideas?

Unexpected Life

Yesterday, one of my secondary school mate passed away. Although i am not so close with him, but he is my brother best friend. Same age with me, jz 24 yrs old.
You must be wondering a 24 yrs old boy, why passed away in so sudden? I also unable to accept the fact too. But he death from Bone cancer.

Actually i don't know him, because i never be his friend, but i felt very sorry for his decease. He is a UM Chinese literature course student. Having very good talent in chinese language, publish book and very ambition. Because of his good result, he get scholarship to further study in both China and Singapore. But...

Having a good result and good opportunity wasn't the best part from him. He is a buddhist, very reverent buddhist and a pure vegetarian. It really impressed me, it is not easy to give up all those delicious food.

Yesterday when i went to his funeral, my tears was about to drop down. I don't even know him, but i am so touched with his attitude of living.

He started to get pain at his leg during CNY. He seek doctor but had no improvement. His family thought that he must be suffered with some sort of neuralgy pain, they brought him to check and ate some medicine, it is better for few days and then the same pain comes back. Searching for few doctors, but nothing changes, but more and more pain. He then admitted one of the famous private hospital, but the doctor said that he has Pneaumonia (some kind of lung problem) and requested to hv operation. He rejected.

Days by days and his leg is getting greater and greater pain. He then admitted another famous private hospital. 2 days later, result is out, confirmed the 4th stage of bone cancer. It is actually means the last stage! This is jz 1 month ago. What a shocked! We cannot believe that he get bone cancer and some more it was in the 4th stage.

He is so strong to take up this fact. When my brother sms and ask is he alright, he reply and ask my brother Not to worry, he is doing good. He took kimo treatment, but the cancer cell is not decrease but increased. When his condition turning bad, he is still very strong and told his mother he do not want to do any treatment, he is preparing to move to next station. When his mother ask him are you scared, he said that he don't! He "happily received" (欢喜受). The night while he is in the hospital, he told his mum he wanted to go home, his mum don't allowed because he too weak to move, his condition is too critical to leave hospital. But he insists. His mum asked if he can reach home in time, doctor said if want to go back, is better leave now. The ambulance take 20 mins to reach his house from pg island. His parents clean him 净身and help him to change. After put him to lies down, he passed away in jz a short while. His mother said at first he looks so pale, but after he passed away, his face turn "reddish". I think he went to "极乐世界".

After heard his story, i almost cry out, but i able to control myself. He is truly strong. For him, I think life is not complicated, but unexpected.
阿弥陀佛，愿黄子荣往生极乐世界吧。。。

Antique Great Grand sales!!

hehe...Jz to share with u some antique that we have bought from antique shops...
The seller is going back to China, so no choice, he is doing cheap sales.
Teng.. teng teng teng....

Grandpa & grandma

my father said "家有一老，如有一宝"

U never know... it is only RM50 / pair

Like this flower.. (~v~) RM20

Put it on the ancestor table

Dad like this so much and insisted to buy...

A pair of piggie..keke RM20 as well..

I love this the most! A woodcrave from a piece of wood
Very solid & nice. RM80
You can see a daddy pig dragging a bag while mummy pulling behind & baby standing on top

This is also very nice & cheap..RM45

Steamboat Buffet

Last saturday, we in a group of 14 went to have steamboat buffet together.
It has been long time i did not have join dinner with such a big group of friends.
Most of them are colleagues, ex-colleagues & partners.
It was quite enjoyable and i have eaten quite a lot of foods.
But before everyone finish the meal, i have sufferred stomach ache.
OMG!!! sweat & pain.. i thought i can settle it in the restaurant's toilet.
But!!! The toilet is so dirty, smelly and small. I am not really fat but it's truly hard for me to squad inside & do business there.
So, no choice.. i have to go back. Luckily my stomach still consider cooperate and started to have great pain when everyone is about to finish.
Then, we leave immediately and rush back for "big business"..
Hai~~ Recently, i always sufferred from diarrhea. What a hectic...