It has been some time i did not update my blog. Really busy with my job.. and so many problem occurred... and so many thingt to be picked up.. Headache!!
Anyway.. holiday is around the corner! So much of expectation and excited... My company has a long holiday.. we will have holiday on 19-25th and 29th- 2nd Jan... Quite long holiday... so happY!
However, most happy thing is i will be able to meet two of my best friends during this holiday..and perhaps i might meet my lovely roomate too... It has been long long long time i did not meet them...
On 19th Dec, i will meet up with one of my best friend who came back from Australia.. If not mistaken.. the last time i met her when i visit her hometown few years back.. Luckily we did not lost contact... Gal.. miss you so much... not sure how you have changed into? Don't forget our Laksa gathering..
On 20-21st Dec, i will be visiting Malacca.. the place where i spent my 4 years there for uni life. Quite missing that place.. because there are so many sweet memories.. My god family, people who loves me.. my friends.. I am coming soon.. But the most excited part is my best friend.. going to meet me there.. It has been 2 years not seeing her. Really waiting forward for the days to arrive.
On 23rd Dec, departing from Malacca, i will go to KL for shopping.. wow.. jz think about it makes me happy. haha..
so many holidays.. nevermind.. i work hard now.. earning more OT.. and have a great great holiday plan... Ganbatte Kudasai!!!
Saturday, 8 December 2007
Friday, 23 November 2007
Simple Life that looks complicate!
Lately, my working life is so stressful. Tonnes of work to be completed and so many new things to catch up.. Bearing all alone.. really make me felt so tired. Pissed off!
Trying so hard to make everything seems good is my daily routine. A lot of frustration. Getting no understanding is another most upset things. However... things like this easily passed, everything might back to normal soon enough, i guess!
Had some talk with someone i trust and get some advice is really nice. Especially when you're really imbalance and get no point of balancing. Someone help you to set some reason of continuing... i felt glad with the appearance of someone like this. Unfortunately, again, you spend no time for that!
I always ask myself.. how much is my passion on you? I not sure..again and again.. same question repeated..what am i going to do? i not sure! I'm jz frustrated... and desperate.
Trying so hard to make everything seems good is my daily routine. A lot of frustration. Getting no understanding is another most upset things. However... things like this easily passed, everything might back to normal soon enough, i guess!
Had some talk with someone i trust and get some advice is really nice. Especially when you're really imbalance and get no point of balancing. Someone help you to set some reason of continuing... i felt glad with the appearance of someone like this. Unfortunately, again, you spend no time for that!
I always ask myself.. how much is my passion on you? I not sure..again and again.. same question repeated..what am i going to do? i not sure! I'm jz frustrated... and desperate.
Friday, 16 November 2007
LIfe Partner - Part 2
Well...i nearly forgotten that i have promised to continue writting about Life partner on my own point of view. Yup.. I am not only busy with my new job.. i am sick too! Lately, i am easily sick. I have no idea why but to explain that i have move to a new office environment and sitting under an air con circulation diffuser. So, i suck in dirty air which makes me.... Sick! Too bad.. i have been MC for so many times after i moved here...
OK, let's don't talk about that. Talking about life partner, i felt so happy to read my friends comment that they have exactly same thinking as i do. Yup.. i don't actually need some one who must stick to for day and night..but at least he has to be good in balancing his life. What is job and what's private life! I don't like to be with you jz because i need luxury life from you. I need love.. need time, need patient..and cares of course!
So, when i was discussing this matter with my friends in the gathering.. i felt like i am some one who are really tradisional mind! Why say so??? They said that, they can even accept if the guys have no time for them, don't have to care... but to give them money. That's really annoying after i listened to that... But of course.. i always listen instead of commenting. So, i keep listening.
Until they start to talk about what's their dream wedding.. dream house, dream life and also... about future... They start to talked about money $$$. It's quite interesting actually. But they seems to say that if your man is not actually earning great money.. please dumb him! Let's make it simple.. For example.. when you plan to get marry, you will have to decorate your room. So.. how much to decorate the room? Friend A: Rm10K. At least RM10K.. because you need to buy $^@*&@... So Friend B said: What!! RM10K?? No.. At least RM25K... I was like.. "freak".. after listening to that.. but.. still keep silent.. But my mind start calculating.. "tik" "tik" "tak" "tak"... why need so much?? Aren't that jz a room?? So, they start to say... hey joyjoy.. your bf earn that much or not??? i was still in my calculation... "HUH"!! Jz break up with him..no use to continue be with him, if you don't see he able to do that...
Oppss.. i smile..and think.."Are you crazy???" haha.. of coz... i never say anything..but..feeling very much funny with their thinking... So, get really happy after listen to my best friends comment.. well.. i am not that weird!! keke
OK, let's don't talk about that. Talking about life partner, i felt so happy to read my friends comment that they have exactly same thinking as i do. Yup.. i don't actually need some one who must stick to for day and night..but at least he has to be good in balancing his life. What is job and what's private life! I don't like to be with you jz because i need luxury life from you. I need love.. need time, need patient..and cares of course!
So, when i was discussing this matter with my friends in the gathering.. i felt like i am some one who are really tradisional mind! Why say so??? They said that, they can even accept if the guys have no time for them, don't have to care... but to give them money. That's really annoying after i listened to that... But of course.. i always listen instead of commenting. So, i keep listening.
Until they start to talk about what's their dream wedding.. dream house, dream life and also... about future... They start to talked about money $$$. It's quite interesting actually. But they seems to say that if your man is not actually earning great money.. please dumb him! Let's make it simple.. For example.. when you plan to get marry, you will have to decorate your room. So.. how much to decorate the room? Friend A: Rm10K. At least RM10K.. because you need to buy $^@*&@... So Friend B said: What!! RM10K?? No.. At least RM25K... I was like.. "freak".. after listening to that.. but.. still keep silent.. But my mind start calculating.. "tik" "tik" "tak" "tak"... why need so much?? Aren't that jz a room?? So, they start to say... hey joyjoy.. your bf earn that much or not??? i was still in my calculation... "HUH"!! Jz break up with him..no use to continue be with him, if you don't see he able to do that...
Oppss.. i smile..and think.."Are you crazy???" haha.. of coz... i never say anything..but..feeling very much funny with their thinking... So, get really happy after listen to my best friends comment.. well.. i am not that weird!! keke
Friday, 2 November 2007
Friendship?
Do you trust there will be true friendship in working environment?
Do you believe that?
Yes i do. I sincerely be friend with some person and we getting closer and closer...
Slowly and slowly, we became someone that can share certain level of privacy.
We supporting each others..and helping each others..
From other person eyes, we are close friends... and i believe that...we are close friends..
I always think that when you treat someone good, people will treat you good. This is always my principle. I hope to get the same treatment from others. But since long time ago, i knew it was not correct. You give someone apple, does not mean they will return you an apple. They can give you orange, or others. Giving and receiving might not be tally. I knew it earlier. But for me, inner heart of me, i still remember this.
Since i was small, i have a very close friend, we went to same tuition, taken same bus to school, always be together.. joining same society..ends up...she ignore me for no reason. I feel sad and cry for a week. This happened when i was in form 1.
Still in secondary school, i have another close friend..getting closer and closer to me, because she sat besides me in the class for 3 years. We have done a lot together..ends up, she told me she hates me because she jealous of me. This happened when i was in form 5.
With hope, joined university and still think if you treat someone good, she treats you good in return. There, I met a girl.. we became closer and closer...but ends up she still always make me crying secretly at nite. But doesn't matter..
During that moment, i have another good friend, same class with me, we were so good and close..and ends up i been backstab for free. She is the one make me cried uncontrollable on the street...It happened when i doing industrial training in Penang..
Of coz...out of those close friends.. there's still one..my ex. He is the most disappointed part.
After i graduated... i joined this company. I became more aware. Aware of giving out true friendship and feeling. But i do...and i get hurt!
Last night, when everything refresh in my mind, i realized one thing. I easily cry. Cannot control my tears.. hehe.. but i know...my heart is squeezing painfully again and again....
Do you believe that?
Yes i do. I sincerely be friend with some person and we getting closer and closer...
Slowly and slowly, we became someone that can share certain level of privacy.
We supporting each others..and helping each others..
From other person eyes, we are close friends... and i believe that...we are close friends..
I always think that when you treat someone good, people will treat you good. This is always my principle. I hope to get the same treatment from others. But since long time ago, i knew it was not correct. You give someone apple, does not mean they will return you an apple. They can give you orange, or others. Giving and receiving might not be tally. I knew it earlier. But for me, inner heart of me, i still remember this.
Since i was small, i have a very close friend, we went to same tuition, taken same bus to school, always be together.. joining same society..ends up...she ignore me for no reason. I feel sad and cry for a week. This happened when i was in form 1.
Still in secondary school, i have another close friend..getting closer and closer to me, because she sat besides me in the class for 3 years. We have done a lot together..ends up, she told me she hates me because she jealous of me. This happened when i was in form 5.
With hope, joined university and still think if you treat someone good, she treats you good in return. There, I met a girl.. we became closer and closer...but ends up she still always make me crying secretly at nite. But doesn't matter..
During that moment, i have another good friend, same class with me, we were so good and close..and ends up i been backstab for free. She is the one make me cried uncontrollable on the street...It happened when i doing industrial training in Penang..
Of coz...out of those close friends.. there's still one..my ex. He is the most disappointed part.
After i graduated... i joined this company. I became more aware. Aware of giving out true friendship and feeling. But i do...and i get hurt!
Last night, when everything refresh in my mind, i realized one thing. I easily cry. Cannot control my tears.. hehe.. but i know...my heart is squeezing painfully again and again....
Tuesday, 30 October 2007
LIfe Partner - Part 1
What kind of partner are you searching for? Do you ever think of this kind of question??
Partner... there can be many type of partner.. Business partner, working partner, domestic partner..life partner..many more.
I guess there should be different requirement for looking of different type of partner.
But today i want to talk about life partner.
What is your requirement on your life partner? Someone who is smart? Rich? Handsome? Ambitious?? or anything?? Of coz for girls, they might have so many requirements in their mind..but love always make them blind.
Few weeks back, i have a gathering with some friends. It has been long time i did not meet them. In the gathering, we were talking about their ideal life partner and one of my buddy said she would want a guy who is ambitious and chasing for luxury life.. even though that guy unable to spend time with her, that's fine. What she need is the life, the commitment of great life. Because of her "target", she dumped her bf of 3 yrs and back to single life. She clearly knew that he is not the guy of his "target". He is in his 30s. Already lost the desire of fighting. He no longer OT for days and nights. He have other thought and thinks of balancing life. HOwever, friend of mine is jz graduated not long ago. She is still so anthusiasted. So passionate of working. From monday to sunday, from morning til night.. workaholic life. Different perception in life.. different feeling.. different way of dealing.. therefore, they broke.
Then we started to talk about this issue. Everyone in the gathering said that she is right. Don't waste time following a wrong guy. However, although i wasn't really know that guy, at least, from my one side perception, i think it might not be his problem. Maybe my friend problem, who knows?
What do you think? Is it necessary to have one life partner who is truly ambitious and can let go anything, include you? Don't you mind if you are not the priority of him? I guess everyone want to marry a rich guy, so am i. But i don't think i want someone who put me after his ambition and work.
Well, i want to hear what you think before i tell you what i think...so, let's continue in next post.
Partner... there can be many type of partner.. Business partner, working partner, domestic partner..life partner..many more.
I guess there should be different requirement for looking of different type of partner.
But today i want to talk about life partner.
What is your requirement on your life partner? Someone who is smart? Rich? Handsome? Ambitious?? or anything?? Of coz for girls, they might have so many requirements in their mind..but love always make them blind.
Few weeks back, i have a gathering with some friends. It has been long time i did not meet them. In the gathering, we were talking about their ideal life partner and one of my buddy said she would want a guy who is ambitious and chasing for luxury life.. even though that guy unable to spend time with her, that's fine. What she need is the life, the commitment of great life. Because of her "target", she dumped her bf of 3 yrs and back to single life. She clearly knew that he is not the guy of his "target". He is in his 30s. Already lost the desire of fighting. He no longer OT for days and nights. He have other thought and thinks of balancing life. HOwever, friend of mine is jz graduated not long ago. She is still so anthusiasted. So passionate of working. From monday to sunday, from morning til night.. workaholic life. Different perception in life.. different feeling.. different way of dealing.. therefore, they broke.
Then we started to talk about this issue. Everyone in the gathering said that she is right. Don't waste time following a wrong guy. However, although i wasn't really know that guy, at least, from my one side perception, i think it might not be his problem. Maybe my friend problem, who knows?
What do you think? Is it necessary to have one life partner who is truly ambitious and can let go anything, include you? Don't you mind if you are not the priority of him? I guess everyone want to marry a rich guy, so am i. But i don't think i want someone who put me after his ambition and work.
Well, i want to hear what you think before i tell you what i think...so, let's continue in next post.
Lost job soon!!!
Yes...i am now in a threat of losing my job..
Why?? No.. it's not my company is going to migrate to China.. jz some stupid vendor charging some stupid price...
haha...as you know, i switched to this new launched department..The job operation is transferred from japan and the reason of the transfer is becoz of the cost incurred too high. So, management decided to start up this operation locally so that they able to cut down the cost!
Well, everyone knew that Japan cost is damnly high... everything also much expensive than others.. So, after doing some market study and vendor investigation, we conclude that there must be at least 50% reduce in the cost.
We are so steady and think that it would definitely having a better price. Finally, we get the cost table today.. O M G!!! it was so beautifully made.. the cost is so damnly high until i jz don't know why he should charge that! haha...
Of coz the table cost also cc to my sector head, he immediately send us an email and ask us to explain to him in detail. I feel so funny! You know why?
It was originally very expensive in Japan and becoz of this silly reason, they brought this here. Now, it was much much more expensive than Japan...imagine how those management feel? haha.. i don't know what he will do to that vendor...
But guess what?? There are no point to start something here which has higher cost incurred. So, joyjoy...please prepare to lost job!!! keke..
Why?? No.. it's not my company is going to migrate to China.. jz some stupid vendor charging some stupid price...
haha...as you know, i switched to this new launched department..The job operation is transferred from japan and the reason of the transfer is becoz of the cost incurred too high. So, management decided to start up this operation locally so that they able to cut down the cost!
Well, everyone knew that Japan cost is damnly high... everything also much expensive than others.. So, after doing some market study and vendor investigation, we conclude that there must be at least 50% reduce in the cost.
We are so steady and think that it would definitely having a better price. Finally, we get the cost table today.. O M G!!! it was so beautifully made.. the cost is so damnly high until i jz don't know why he should charge that! haha...
Of coz the table cost also cc to my sector head, he immediately send us an email and ask us to explain to him in detail. I feel so funny! You know why?
It was originally very expensive in Japan and becoz of this silly reason, they brought this here. Now, it was much much more expensive than Japan...imagine how those management feel? haha.. i don't know what he will do to that vendor...
But guess what?? There are no point to start something here which has higher cost incurred. So, joyjoy...please prepare to lost job!!! keke..
Saturday, 20 October 2007
Saturday should not work!
Saturday...
This is gonna be a very sleepy saturday..
I hate working on saturday..
Why do we need to replace our working day on saturday..
it has been so un-motivated to work on this day.
This is suppose a day when i can sleep until 12 pm at the afternoon..
Why shall i wake up so early jz to make sure i am in the office at this f**king morning.
Sien~~~
Btw.. today i have really no mood of working, especially sitting in an office which looks more like a library..I jz don't like this environment..
People here are so tense.. and they are still so into the working mood...
Come ON.. today is saturday.. Do you hear me???!!!
Sien~~~
This is gonna be a very sleepy saturday..
I hate working on saturday..
Why do we need to replace our working day on saturday..
it has been so un-motivated to work on this day.
This is suppose a day when i can sleep until 12 pm at the afternoon..
Why shall i wake up so early jz to make sure i am in the office at this f**king morning.
Sien~~~
Btw.. today i have really no mood of working, especially sitting in an office which looks more like a library..I jz don't like this environment..
People here are so tense.. and they are still so into the working mood...
Come ON.. today is saturday.. Do you hear me???!!!
Sien~~~
Saturday, 13 October 2007
I have passport, let's go for travel!
Hoo... finally comes the holiday. It has been long long time i did not update my blog.. and everytime i able to view friends's blog.. i jz simply read it and close without commenting.. Now.. i have times to go through all again and do comment.. hehehe...
Well...thinking to continue my tokyo photo sharing, but quite a lazy to upload those photo, so i guess.. if you are interested to watch, please go to my friendster.. i have uploaded some photo with my face of coz!..
Yeah...i wanted to say here.. i already have PASSPORT!!!! I have many many place thinking to go now!! yeah! Last time because of i don't want to spend RM300 for that silly red book, i always been limited to travel... only can travel around Malaysia.. Now.. i am go beyond Malaysia... yeah!! becaused i have my passport paid by company!
So, i am thinking to visit Singapore as my first destination... of coz i also want to go Taiwan, Hong Kong, Korea, Bangkok, Pulau Phuket, Bali, etc etc etc... Wow.. REally siok... Where else... perhaps Australia.. to visit my lovely friend.. keke..
Let's plan it.... hurray!
Well...thinking to continue my tokyo photo sharing, but quite a lazy to upload those photo, so i guess.. if you are interested to watch, please go to my friendster.. i have uploaded some photo with my face of coz!..
Yeah...i wanted to say here.. i already have PASSPORT!!!! I have many many place thinking to go now!! yeah! Last time because of i don't want to spend RM300 for that silly red book, i always been limited to travel... only can travel around Malaysia.. Now.. i am go beyond Malaysia... yeah!! becaused i have my passport paid by company!
So, i am thinking to visit Singapore as my first destination... of coz i also want to go Taiwan, Hong Kong, Korea, Bangkok, Pulau Phuket, Bali, etc etc etc... Wow.. REally siok... Where else... perhaps Australia.. to visit my lovely friend.. keke..
Let's plan it.... hurray!
Monday, 1 October 2007
Tokyo Sharing
Continue yesterday sharing
Surprisingly i found Hello Kitty bas on the street.. hehe... So cute. If Malaysia also have so cute bas, i think it would be a nice scene while traffic jam..
Tokyo Station if i remember it correctly.
Marble street in Shinjuku, so crowded. It's hard to take this picture as whole street is compact with people. Yeah...
You can see from this photo, so many people crossing the road even though it is raining. By the way, it considered less because it is still early. There are more people in the late night. I jz don't understand why.. but this is their night life place.
Shinjuku city.. it already considered the city with most car on street. keke..
Surprisingly i found Hello Kitty bas on the street.. hehe... So cute. If Malaysia also have so cute bas, i think it would be a nice scene while traffic jam..Tokyo Station if i remember it correctly. 
Shinjuku- one of the most crowded area in Tokyo. Very full of youngster and also is a place which full of night life.
Marble street in Shinjuku, so crowded. It's hard to take this picture as whole street is compact with people. Yeah... You can see from this photo, so many people crossing the road even though it is raining. By the way, it considered less because it is still early. There are more people in the late night. I jz don't understand why.. but this is their night life place.Doughnuts shops. You cannot imagine, how many people is queueing outside. Rainy day man!! some more it is truly cold you know. For me, i swear i will not line up jz to buy doughnut. But frankly speaking, when we passed by the shop, it really smell so nice. But, queue lazy la!!
By the way, people here really funny, they can really queue up for anything. Really everything!
Shinjuku city.. it already considered the city with most car on street. keke..
This street..hehe..cannot remember what's the name already. But if you can understand chinese word, you will know. In this place, full of prostitute shops and karaoke... and sex shops.. haha
It is very open, the girl naked photo jz hanging outside the shop and there are agent (papa san) standing outside to sell their girls.. haha, but they targeted to those person who walk alone.
Sunday, 30 September 2007
Tokyo Trip
It has been sometime i stop blogging.
I like this place the most, it was not crowded with person, and yet it is so peace here.
This is a very famous bridge in Tokyo Japan named Nijubashi Bridge. It is located jz in front of the Tokyo Palace. Very beautiful and traditional looks.
Lately, i am really very busy with my new job and my life seems to be so tensed.
Anyhow, today i felt released whereby i totally released all the pressure that brought to me.
Let's share with you, some area of my visit today in Japan.
This inside their train, quite fast, almost same like our LRT. But you can found out some culture different here, people here don't talk to each other. Once they step into the train, they used to read book, sleep, listening to mp4, or playing their hp.
This is Tokyo city road. It is the route we walk to the Tokyo Palace. Very clean and beautiful scene all along the road. Really like the feel, but... raining all the while. So bad!
Well, this is one of the entrance of the Tokyo Palace. We has been directed to go in from this gate. After we go in, take a left turn, we can go into a park, but due to the bad weather and cold wind, we give up on this beautiful place.
Beginning of the beautiful park..and we realize some special plantation...like below.
Is this possible sakura? But it's now autumn season.. Impossible right?
It looks weird, feel like a small small fruit attached. Can it be eaten? I like this place the most, it was not crowded with person, and yet it is so peace here. The grass is so green and soft and i hope i can lay down there. It would be nice...i guess!
This is a very famous bridge in Tokyo Japan named Nijubashi Bridge. It is located jz in front of the Tokyo Palace. Very beautiful and traditional looks. Above all is my 1st visited area. I still visit some other area, i will share it out soon in the future. Today is jz too tired for me and ya.. very cold here, 16 degree and it is cold for me as i make the wrong forecaste and brought all short sleeve shirts.
Sunday, 9 September 2007
No Pain No Gain!
Getting more and more busy, more and more stressful on my newly assigned job, I felt that day by day my shoulder are sinking and my mentality is corrupting.
So many workload thrown to me and i have to complete and skill up as soon as i can.
My model is going to start soon on October, while i still yet to received any training until this moment...
I felt extra insecured with so many unclear issues while i have no choice but to proceed with more enthusiasm and hardwork.
Lately, i had flew to KL for procedure learning and investigation, i get more headache and pressure after the trip. At the mean time i was requested to prepare a report and a couples of check list, schedule and progress reports. Hectic!
Besides i get no answer for why i need to fly here and there jz to attend meeting.. I have to fly next week again to KL for a discussion. Why can't they come here!?? I felt so tired.
Frankly speaking, i started to have low EQ in handling this job as i am bombard with more and more jobs... until i saw this..
"No Pain No Gain..Accept the pain, future will be fruitful"
Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for the pain or work.
So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head.
Well.. This quote comes so in time.. i felt better now. Hope everything get smooth very soon.
So many workload thrown to me and i have to complete and skill up as soon as i can.
My model is going to start soon on October, while i still yet to received any training until this moment...
I felt extra insecured with so many unclear issues while i have no choice but to proceed with more enthusiasm and hardwork.
Lately, i had flew to KL for procedure learning and investigation, i get more headache and pressure after the trip. At the mean time i was requested to prepare a report and a couples of check list, schedule and progress reports. Hectic!
Besides i get no answer for why i need to fly here and there jz to attend meeting.. I have to fly next week again to KL for a discussion. Why can't they come here!?? I felt so tired.
Frankly speaking, i started to have low EQ in handling this job as i am bombard with more and more jobs... until i saw this..
"No Pain No Gain..Accept the pain, future will be fruitful"
Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for the pain or work.
So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head.
Well.. This quote comes so in time.. i felt better now. Hope everything get smooth very soon.
Tuesday, 4 September 2007
What rules is that!!!
Lately my company has a newly created rules.
Everyone must open their car boot themselve for security to check when we leaving our company area.
Previously, when we drove to the gate, we shall only unlock the car boot from inside and then the security guard will open to check and close back for us.
But now, they have this rules where all has to be done by ourself.
It has been very inconvenience as sometime there are so many cars driving out and make the traffic so long queeing behind jz because everyone need to come out to open one by one. Really frustrated.
Well, come out from the car wasn't really so bad idea if it is in good weather and non-peak time, but what if it is raining? There has no shelter or awning or everything. It is open air area and even though raining the guard still instruct us to get down!
OK. There's a case i experienced yesterday. This guard who was on duty gave me a hand sign (all five fingers pointed to the gate), and so i thought he has given me green light to go as yesterday is rainy day and don't have to check. So, i slowly move out, who knows he shouted and flapped my car. I was like in surprise, stop and look at him. He now shows me a sign that i am in trouble. Ok. he asked me to get down. I gave him a sign and said, you open yourself. He insisted and so i get down. So i said you ask me to go.. "NoNO!!, i asked you to stop." Nvm.. then you cannot check for me even though raining? "Cannot!, even it is a good day, rainy day or even thunder storm you also have to come down yourself!" ... Come On. What's that attitude..I nearly told him that "Wait and see, tomorrow i sure complaint you!"
Fair enough, i really feel it is a very stupid rules. What for people make those rules and don't even care about others. We here are not goverment. This is jz a company! Why makes rules that everyone don't like, why not jz stick back to usual. Really pathetic.!!!
Everyone must open their car boot themselve for security to check when we leaving our company area.
Previously, when we drove to the gate, we shall only unlock the car boot from inside and then the security guard will open to check and close back for us.
But now, they have this rules where all has to be done by ourself.
It has been very inconvenience as sometime there are so many cars driving out and make the traffic so long queeing behind jz because everyone need to come out to open one by one. Really frustrated.
Well, come out from the car wasn't really so bad idea if it is in good weather and non-peak time, but what if it is raining? There has no shelter or awning or everything. It is open air area and even though raining the guard still instruct us to get down!
OK. There's a case i experienced yesterday. This guard who was on duty gave me a hand sign (all five fingers pointed to the gate), and so i thought he has given me green light to go as yesterday is rainy day and don't have to check. So, i slowly move out, who knows he shouted and flapped my car. I was like in surprise, stop and look at him. He now shows me a sign that i am in trouble. Ok. he asked me to get down. I gave him a sign and said, you open yourself. He insisted and so i get down. So i said you ask me to go.. "NoNO!!, i asked you to stop." Nvm.. then you cannot check for me even though raining? "Cannot!, even it is a good day, rainy day or even thunder storm you also have to come down yourself!" ... Come On. What's that attitude..I nearly told him that "Wait and see, tomorrow i sure complaint you!"
Fair enough, i really feel it is a very stupid rules. What for people make those rules and don't even care about others. We here are not goverment. This is jz a company! Why makes rules that everyone don't like, why not jz stick back to usual. Really pathetic.!!!
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
Unpleasant Scene But it's fact!
Yesterday, i have went through a very cruel realistic fact! Ermm..maybe i shouldn't use the words "went through".. I shall said "seen". Yes..yesterday i had been given a chance to "visit" our company's new cafetaria.
Actually the "visit" was out of my wish..Frankly speaking, i was "forced" to join a team of people to make a safety audit to the new cafetaria. I don't want to use the word "forced" if i am too free or even the audit is organized by some other person who give me better face. But anything organized by that "Lady" really make me feel unbearable. {why? there's such a person? i tell u later, maybe in other topic}...
Let's go back to the main point.. what is the realistic fact? Well.. at first we jz walked around at the cafetaria area and checked and commented on those wet floor, fire extinguisher, zebra lines, smoking area, etc.. very common and "no harm" place. Then my group mates proposed that we shall walked into the kitchen to see if there's anything. So, we walked in.
Story starts here.. frankly speaking, i did not see any cockroach or rat or lizard... but~~... Auak!!!{vomit}..Really awful...Those raw material leave on the floor while the floor is so wet and dirty..Spillage of food everywhere... Unclean pot and plates leaving here and there. The unpleasant smell... arghh!!! I jz don't understand how those workers can stay inside there! I would have fainted if i were there for more than 10 mins.
Well, passing the hot kitchen (Chinese cuisine), we went to another hot kitchen (malay cuisine)... I don't want to think back, it's like another mess. I doubt how they walk around in that kitchen as dustbin throwing all over the floor, uncleaned pots, plates, raw food etc.. is all on the floor.!!! Cannot even look at it..I am so so worried that i might slipped and fall.. The floor is wet and so many "obstacle'.. Serious man!
OK.. all this can only make my appetite turns half bad.. until i reached the conveyor and plates cleaning area... I nearly vomit out.. {i felt so proud of my sense of control}... I swear if you see how they wash the plate, you will at least quit eating the food they served for at least 1 months. Gosh!!! They don't wash!!! ok, to be fair enough.they did... but i don't think what they doing is washing plates.. They are jz throwing away those unfinished foods and drop the plate into a pool of "detergents" and not even lap it... then take it up.. throw into another pool of "black water" and that's it! It's done. My goodness, imagine when you put your rice with some vege and pour some soup into the rice and stir it while eating deliciously.. yummy!!~~at the back of all this, you eatng the unclean shampoo, black water, ermm.... and not sure any other things that had crawled over the plate.. {arghh..stop thinking}..
So..that's it before i can elaborate more what i had seen in the cold kitchen and their food storage.. i think i better stop.. else.. it might become my nightmare and turns me into anorexia..
Actually the "visit" was out of my wish..Frankly speaking, i was "forced" to join a team of people to make a safety audit to the new cafetaria. I don't want to use the word "forced" if i am too free or even the audit is organized by some other person who give me better face. But anything organized by that "Lady" really make me feel unbearable. {why? there's such a person? i tell u later, maybe in other topic}...
Let's go back to the main point.. what is the realistic fact? Well.. at first we jz walked around at the cafetaria area and checked and commented on those wet floor, fire extinguisher, zebra lines, smoking area, etc.. very common and "no harm" place. Then my group mates proposed that we shall walked into the kitchen to see if there's anything. So, we walked in.
Story starts here.. frankly speaking, i did not see any cockroach or rat or lizard... but~~... Auak!!!{vomit}..Really awful...Those raw material leave on the floor while the floor is so wet and dirty..Spillage of food everywhere... Unclean pot and plates leaving here and there. The unpleasant smell... arghh!!! I jz don't understand how those workers can stay inside there! I would have fainted if i were there for more than 10 mins.
Well, passing the hot kitchen (Chinese cuisine), we went to another hot kitchen (malay cuisine)... I don't want to think back, it's like another mess. I doubt how they walk around in that kitchen as dustbin throwing all over the floor, uncleaned pots, plates, raw food etc.. is all on the floor.!!! Cannot even look at it..I am so so worried that i might slipped and fall.. The floor is wet and so many "obstacle'.. Serious man!
OK.. all this can only make my appetite turns half bad.. until i reached the conveyor and plates cleaning area... I nearly vomit out.. {i felt so proud of my sense of control}... I swear if you see how they wash the plate, you will at least quit eating the food they served for at least 1 months. Gosh!!! They don't wash!!! ok, to be fair enough.they did... but i don't think what they doing is washing plates.. They are jz throwing away those unfinished foods and drop the plate into a pool of "detergents" and not even lap it... then take it up.. throw into another pool of "black water" and that's it! It's done. My goodness, imagine when you put your rice with some vege and pour some soup into the rice and stir it while eating deliciously.. yummy!!~~at the back of all this, you eatng the unclean shampoo, black water, ermm.... and not sure any other things that had crawled over the plate.. {arghh..stop thinking}..
So..that's it before i can elaborate more what i had seen in the cold kitchen and their food storage.. i think i better stop.. else.. it might become my nightmare and turns me into anorexia..
Friday, 17 August 2007
New Life Challenge
Lately, i have been offerred a new challenge. It was a job.
How should i say? Ermm... okie.
2 Weeks ago, one of my division head called me up and told me that management has a plan to form up a new group..or it should be called a department...
Well, forming up a department is not what i shall be control, however.. i have been offerred to join this new group and be the pioneer of the group.
To be more specific, it is a group to create or write service manual..
You must be thinking, what is service manual??? Service manual is a manual written for servicemen to carry out service and repair of our products.
Frankly speaking, i has nothing in my mind about service manual when my div head spoke to me about this job. I have totally no idea what the heck is that? What is the job function? What am i going to do and how hard is that??? All in my mind was jz wow!!! Great opportunity!! I can drop all my "Shit" job now and get my new life!!! Everything become so easy and wonderful as i only see the good side of dropping my current job and the "benefit" of taking up a new job... Haha... But i am not that desperate and i told him i will consider it. {but deep in my heart, there's voices coming out and say YES!YES! YES!!! - very loud}..
I don't much considering it because at that moment, i am truly happy and don't actually analyze the difficulty and challengeable of forming up a new department. So, the next week, i told him.. Boss, I am IN!
He seems to be very happy and soon enough my sector head give me a call and ask me to meet him. When i sat down in front of him, he starts to smile and said "Well, i think you have heard about your new challenge", "To be frank, you are alone and i am going to say that this is a very tough job"...{i started to sweat} ... and he starts to praise me.. "I see that this is a very tough job and i know i have to get someone who have clear mind and very powerful... And i know you are very powerful although you are young"..{Shit!!!...i starting to get colder and colder}.. Afterall, i don't remember what he told me.
Guess why am i so pressure? Come ON. First and foremost, i am the only one! I am alone and even if i die, i am going to die alone. That's a major problem! Second thing is that my boss has very high expectation on me.. i cannot fail him. No..not only i cannot fail him.. I shall show him very good result. You know what he did another day? He introduces me to another japanese boss and the first thing he mentioned to him is "she is very powerful". Gosh!! If you weren't saying that, i would have feeling better. I guess he is trying to motivate me with those "Sweet" words.. but it indirectly make me feel stress.
You know what i feel after the meeting? I felt like someone is sitting on my shoulder. After the meeting, when i walked out from the meeting room... i felt great pains on my shoulder, jz like a there's thousands tones of burden dropped on me!
Well.. recently i been busying meeting and meeting, collecting data, reading back those service manual created by Japan SM Group, interviewing designers, and prepare report. Really pressuring. Whenever am i, i am thinking of my new "Challenge"....
Anyhow, although it is much pressuring.. i still like it.. because as i first mentioned..i can drop my "shit" job while learning more knowledge and skills... and of coz if compare to my current job, it has brighter future and better market value.
How should i say? Ermm... okie.
2 Weeks ago, one of my division head called me up and told me that management has a plan to form up a new group..or it should be called a department...
Well, forming up a department is not what i shall be control, however.. i have been offerred to join this new group and be the pioneer of the group.
To be more specific, it is a group to create or write service manual..
You must be thinking, what is service manual??? Service manual is a manual written for servicemen to carry out service and repair of our products.
Frankly speaking, i has nothing in my mind about service manual when my div head spoke to me about this job. I have totally no idea what the heck is that? What is the job function? What am i going to do and how hard is that??? All in my mind was jz wow!!! Great opportunity!! I can drop all my "Shit" job now and get my new life!!! Everything become so easy and wonderful as i only see the good side of dropping my current job and the "benefit" of taking up a new job... Haha... But i am not that desperate and i told him i will consider it. {but deep in my heart, there's voices coming out and say YES!YES! YES!!! - very loud}..
I don't much considering it because at that moment, i am truly happy and don't actually analyze the difficulty and challengeable of forming up a new department. So, the next week, i told him.. Boss, I am IN!
He seems to be very happy and soon enough my sector head give me a call and ask me to meet him. When i sat down in front of him, he starts to smile and said "Well, i think you have heard about your new challenge", "To be frank, you are alone and i am going to say that this is a very tough job"...{i started to sweat} ... and he starts to praise me.. "I see that this is a very tough job and i know i have to get someone who have clear mind and very powerful... And i know you are very powerful although you are young"..{Shit!!!...i starting to get colder and colder}.. Afterall, i don't remember what he told me.
Guess why am i so pressure? Come ON. First and foremost, i am the only one! I am alone and even if i die, i am going to die alone. That's a major problem! Second thing is that my boss has very high expectation on me.. i cannot fail him. No..not only i cannot fail him.. I shall show him very good result. You know what he did another day? He introduces me to another japanese boss and the first thing he mentioned to him is "she is very powerful". Gosh!! If you weren't saying that, i would have feeling better. I guess he is trying to motivate me with those "Sweet" words.. but it indirectly make me feel stress.
You know what i feel after the meeting? I felt like someone is sitting on my shoulder. After the meeting, when i walked out from the meeting room... i felt great pains on my shoulder, jz like a there's thousands tones of burden dropped on me!
Well.. recently i been busying meeting and meeting, collecting data, reading back those service manual created by Japan SM Group, interviewing designers, and prepare report. Really pressuring. Whenever am i, i am thinking of my new "Challenge"....
Anyhow, although it is much pressuring.. i still like it.. because as i first mentioned..i can drop my "shit" job while learning more knowledge and skills... and of coz if compare to my current job, it has brighter future and better market value.
Saturday, 11 August 2007
Heart Breaking
Today i received some words that is so so similar like what someone talked to me few years back. Because of that silly words, i decided to release. Years passed, i still feeling so scared and don't want to refresh back that moment, the moment of glass breaking.. no.. heart breaking. That moment really make my pulse stop. How hard am i to struggle and breath back. Anyhow..all those sadness reduced time to time...
After few years... same blames i received. What't's going on? Perhaps so many years i thought i did improve myself...but i don't! I failed at the same point. I failed to the same reason.
Words out from mouth can not be pulled back! You knew that. I wasn't about "you're sorry!". Glass breaking sounds is so so obvious and loud out from my heart. Don't you heard that? It wasn't about "I'm sorry" and the broken glass can be glued back. Even it is, there's still cracked lines there. Everything jz not going to be the same.
P.S: This is how my heart breaking..jz like this glass..
After few years... same blames i received. What't's going on? Perhaps so many years i thought i did improve myself...but i don't! I failed at the same point. I failed to the same reason.
Words out from mouth can not be pulled back! You knew that. I wasn't about "you're sorry!". Glass breaking sounds is so so obvious and loud out from my heart. Don't you heard that? It wasn't about "I'm sorry" and the broken glass can be glued back. Even it is, there's still cracked lines there. Everything jz not going to be the same.
P.S: This is how my heart breaking..jz like this glass..
Friday, 10 August 2007
Dangerous Mad Dog Zone
Today i'm extra ordinary boring..All my silly job has been completed, important job..sick of doing it..pending job..keep on pending..haha....
But to pass the time, i have created some funny stuff... Dangerous Mad Dog Zone~~ Yeah..
Actually lately, i felt that i have mad dog symdrom. Emotional unstable and love to bite~~ So, jz becareful ya...Don't make me mad
But to pass the time, i have created some funny stuff... Dangerous Mad Dog Zone~~ Yeah..
Actually lately, i felt that i have mad dog symdrom. Emotional unstable and love to bite~~ So, jz becareful ya...Don't make me mad
Thursday, 9 August 2007
Family
Are you with your family? Do you love them?
I'm growing in a big family.
Whenever i said that, other will asked "Big Family?, There's only your parents, your brother & you!, How big is that?"
Normally to those i am not so close with, I will only smile back and say "ya"..jz lazy of explaining.
But to those close one, i will said "I have 2 mothers, my mum is the 2nd wife of my dad and we have total 10 siblings" Can it consider big family? No doubt!
Living in a big family isn't easy, some more my mum is 2nd wife. Anyone who heard about 2nd wife will think that my mum is the bad lady who stole my dad's love. I do not know what's the fact when my mum be with my dad. My big mum {dad's big wife} passed away due to cancer while i was in 7 yrs old. Then dad stayed together with us.
When i start to grow up bigger and bigger, i understand one theory. Even though we are so called this one big family, but those step brothers and sisters still unable to accept my mum, me and my brother. Sad to say that i always lies when my close friends ask me how's our relationship, i always said "we are very happy family". In Actual, is jz another scenario.
Everyone in this house is jz pretending to be good in front of dad. Behind us, they jz complaining and speaking a lot that i don't even want to mention here.
Day by day, they don't even come to visit dad. Some will comes once per month, some can only seen the face in cny. Really embarrassing. But what did they said? They said we {mum, bro & me} have take away dad from them. How can they say that, they don't even care about dad!!
But who knows about the fact behind. We do! Dad knew too. Without Mum, i don't think dad able to live until today 76 yrs old.
So many yrs, living in this so called "big family", i learned a lot of ability and i admit that i am very sensitive. Somehow, i think i'm also a pretender.
Frankly, i jealous those who have simple family. I wanted to be simply. No pretending, no accusing, no pinpoint..no hurt.
I'm growing in a big family.
Whenever i said that, other will asked "Big Family?, There's only your parents, your brother & you!, How big is that?"
Normally to those i am not so close with, I will only smile back and say "ya"..jz lazy of explaining.
But to those close one, i will said "I have 2 mothers, my mum is the 2nd wife of my dad and we have total 10 siblings" Can it consider big family? No doubt!
Living in a big family isn't easy, some more my mum is 2nd wife. Anyone who heard about 2nd wife will think that my mum is the bad lady who stole my dad's love. I do not know what's the fact when my mum be with my dad. My big mum {dad's big wife} passed away due to cancer while i was in 7 yrs old. Then dad stayed together with us.
When i start to grow up bigger and bigger, i understand one theory. Even though we are so called this one big family, but those step brothers and sisters still unable to accept my mum, me and my brother. Sad to say that i always lies when my close friends ask me how's our relationship, i always said "we are very happy family". In Actual, is jz another scenario.
Everyone in this house is jz pretending to be good in front of dad. Behind us, they jz complaining and speaking a lot that i don't even want to mention here.
Day by day, they don't even come to visit dad. Some will comes once per month, some can only seen the face in cny. Really embarrassing. But what did they said? They said we {mum, bro & me} have take away dad from them. How can they say that, they don't even care about dad!!
But who knows about the fact behind. We do! Dad knew too. Without Mum, i don't think dad able to live until today 76 yrs old.
So many yrs, living in this so called "big family", i learned a lot of ability and i admit that i am very sensitive. Somehow, i think i'm also a pretender.
Frankly, i jealous those who have simple family. I wanted to be simply. No pretending, no accusing, no pinpoint..no hurt.
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
Pissed Off Day!
Today is another typical busy day. But i still have time to update my blog here. Surprise?
I jz have no heart to work, i am not motivated!
I'm getting more and more emotional. Except of the cough, i felt so tired and frustrated.
Getting sensitive with every single little thing!
Really pissed off!!!
Lately, one of my colleague (the one who showing off his Dell laptop) really pissed me off! Not sure why is that everything is getting wrong on him. Every single words and action, really make me wanted to walk away. Jz not sure why am i so dislike his attitude. Frankly speaking i don't think i dislike his people, is jz that i don't like the style of he talking. Is seems like he is always right, while other are jz inferior.
OK. Let's talk about it (never mention about the Dell case). He used to be quite close to me in the office and sometime he will come over and chat with me. Whenever he saw me working, he will definitely comment something. "The poster you design really ugly!", "You really not so good in this!","Why don't you do that!", etc.. Well, sometime i do appreciate people giving comment, but defnitely not this way. If you are thinking to criticize me and saying that you are jz good enough, it's better you don't speak a word. Fine, jz forget about that, he can even make it a joke in front of other colleagues and saying that "she is really desigining the ugly poster!", etc..(sick of mentioning again!)
What would you do if you really face this condition? Serious? OK. To be fair enough, i don't actually scold him for his "kindness" of giving comment. I jz be more humble and said "Yes lo, i am really no talent".. But in fact, i jz DON'T BUY IT!!! and STOP DOING THAT!
So, day by day..he makes my grievances more and more. BUT!!! He don't know about that..and continue doing the same thing whereby today he also complained about my bad choice on purchasing a software. SHIT! it is OUT OF YOUR BUSINESS!!
Well.. i told this to a "friend" of I.. and he jz give me some words.. "Iya...Friend nia", "Don't pek cek la". OK. I shut up!
I jz have no heart to work, i am not motivated!
I'm getting more and more emotional. Except of the cough, i felt so tired and frustrated.
Getting sensitive with every single little thing!
Really pissed off!!!
Lately, one of my colleague (the one who showing off his Dell laptop) really pissed me off! Not sure why is that everything is getting wrong on him. Every single words and action, really make me wanted to walk away. Jz not sure why am i so dislike his attitude. Frankly speaking i don't think i dislike his people, is jz that i don't like the style of he talking. Is seems like he is always right, while other are jz inferior.
OK. Let's talk about it (never mention about the Dell case). He used to be quite close to me in the office and sometime he will come over and chat with me. Whenever he saw me working, he will definitely comment something. "The poster you design really ugly!", "You really not so good in this!","Why don't you do that!", etc.. Well, sometime i do appreciate people giving comment, but defnitely not this way. If you are thinking to criticize me and saying that you are jz good enough, it's better you don't speak a word. Fine, jz forget about that, he can even make it a joke in front of other colleagues and saying that "she is really desigining the ugly poster!", etc..(sick of mentioning again!)
What would you do if you really face this condition? Serious? OK. To be fair enough, i don't actually scold him for his "kindness" of giving comment. I jz be more humble and said "Yes lo, i am really no talent".. But in fact, i jz DON'T BUY IT!!! and STOP DOING THAT!
So, day by day..he makes my grievances more and more. BUT!!! He don't know about that..and continue doing the same thing whereby today he also complained about my bad choice on purchasing a software. SHIT! it is OUT OF YOUR BUSINESS!!
Well.. i told this to a "friend" of I.. and he jz give me some words.. "Iya...Friend nia", "Don't pek cek la". OK. I shut up!
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
Baby, U want?
Do u like baby?
I like baby, and wanted baby..BUT NOT NOW!!! Yes!!! NOT NOW!!!
Everytime when i saw those baby, i really like to look at them and hold them, but i not sure.. i jz don't think baby like me. Maybe i don't know how to hang around with them, play with them.. I truely don't know how.
Last week, my bf and i bring along his sister, mum and a baby (babysitted by his mum) to shopping mall. Due to we worried the baby will be noisy, so jz both of us went to cinema while the rest of them hanging around in the mall.
After the movie, we met them somewhere and went for dinner. Before that, the baby is walking (she has a baby car), and she refused to sit in her baby car. So, i saw she is exploring her way and my bf's mum and sister was chasing behind. From what i saw, i think that the baby is too much pampering by them, since the big guys are chasing behind, make her become more excited in "walking" around. So, once they get her up, she started to cry like the ceiling is jz about to drop down. OK, they put her down again.. and she started to "run" again! I was fed up of looking and stand beside.
Ok, finally we were to be seated in the restaurant. Once we sat down, she immediately grabbed the spoon on the table and dropped it. Unfortunately it was made of glass. Everyone looking to us, so embarrassed. Well, we asked the waitress to send us a baby chair and make her sit inside. Once we put her down, she started to scream and cry again. It's really frustrated. So, we have to hug her and walk around. I told them, she is too much of pampering, jz ignore her and leave her there. When she saw everyone ignoring him, she will stop it. But they said that she was tired and wanted to sleep. OK, i might not be too experience on that, so i shut up! Then one by one hugged her and walked around..until we finished our meal.
Everyone was tired, we went home then. Everyone was expecting she was too tired and will slept in the car, who knows she was the most energetic one. Even after we reached home, she still yet to fall asleep.
Come On! I might not be experience but so far from what i see, this family is too much of loving this baby. They never punish if she do something wrong. {well, punishing such a 1 yr old baby might sound funny} but, they are jz like too much of pampering.
One case, the little baby is so smart and she wanted to play my laptop instead of their house pc. So, whenever she saw my laptop appearing in their house, she is too excited to come over and smash my keyboard and print all her finger print into my laptop screen. What would you do? I am patient enough as i think she is jz a baby and she knows nothing. But what about those adults? My bf is also the one who allow! Funny right? He can still hugging her to smash my laptop and don't even stop her. Until they hit my level of patient, and started to say "No baby no" {softly}, then he will say "cannot ah xxx, cannot" without even pull her away from my laptop. OK. Continue smacking! Shit!!!
Too much of pampering, man! My feeling is yes, a baby is cute and we love her is great enough. But too much of pampering don't mean loving her, you ruin her day by day. She is so much stubborn i can see even though she is jz 1 yr old plus.
Sounds strange for me to comment on a baby girl who is jz 1 yr old plus, she has no fault. That's not her problem, but person who grow her up.
I am wondering, am i qualify to be a mother? No... i don't think so. Because i have no patient to take care of a baby yet.
I like baby, and wanted baby..BUT NOT NOW!!! Yes!!! NOT NOW!!!
Everytime when i saw those baby, i really like to look at them and hold them, but i not sure.. i jz don't think baby like me. Maybe i don't know how to hang around with them, play with them.. I truely don't know how.
Last week, my bf and i bring along his sister, mum and a baby (babysitted by his mum) to shopping mall. Due to we worried the baby will be noisy, so jz both of us went to cinema while the rest of them hanging around in the mall.
After the movie, we met them somewhere and went for dinner. Before that, the baby is walking (she has a baby car), and she refused to sit in her baby car. So, i saw she is exploring her way and my bf's mum and sister was chasing behind. From what i saw, i think that the baby is too much pampering by them, since the big guys are chasing behind, make her become more excited in "walking" around. So, once they get her up, she started to cry like the ceiling is jz about to drop down. OK, they put her down again.. and she started to "run" again! I was fed up of looking and stand beside.
Ok, finally we were to be seated in the restaurant. Once we sat down, she immediately grabbed the spoon on the table and dropped it. Unfortunately it was made of glass. Everyone looking to us, so embarrassed. Well, we asked the waitress to send us a baby chair and make her sit inside. Once we put her down, she started to scream and cry again. It's really frustrated. So, we have to hug her and walk around. I told them, she is too much of pampering, jz ignore her and leave her there. When she saw everyone ignoring him, she will stop it. But they said that she was tired and wanted to sleep. OK, i might not be too experience on that, so i shut up! Then one by one hugged her and walked around..until we finished our meal.
Everyone was tired, we went home then. Everyone was expecting she was too tired and will slept in the car, who knows she was the most energetic one. Even after we reached home, she still yet to fall asleep.
Come On! I might not be experience but so far from what i see, this family is too much of loving this baby. They never punish if she do something wrong. {well, punishing such a 1 yr old baby might sound funny} but, they are jz like too much of pampering.
One case, the little baby is so smart and she wanted to play my laptop instead of their house pc. So, whenever she saw my laptop appearing in their house, she is too excited to come over and smash my keyboard and print all her finger print into my laptop screen. What would you do? I am patient enough as i think she is jz a baby and she knows nothing. But what about those adults? My bf is also the one who allow! Funny right? He can still hugging her to smash my laptop and don't even stop her. Until they hit my level of patient, and started to say "No baby no" {softly}, then he will say "cannot ah xxx, cannot" without even pull her away from my laptop. OK. Continue smacking! Shit!!!
Too much of pampering, man! My feeling is yes, a baby is cute and we love her is great enough. But too much of pampering don't mean loving her, you ruin her day by day. She is so much stubborn i can see even though she is jz 1 yr old plus.
Sounds strange for me to comment on a baby girl who is jz 1 yr old plus, she has no fault. That's not her problem, but person who grow her up.
I am wondering, am i qualify to be a mother? No... i don't think so. Because i have no patient to take care of a baby yet.
New Image
Hehe...Finally i decided to cut my hair into short.
Now from the long hair sexy girl, i become a short hair secondary school girl..
Everyone starting to call me "little girl" like what my secondary school mate used to call me..
Sien!~~~
In fact, frankly speaking, i like this new image.. hehe.. i like it very much!
I look younger, fresher and cooler.. yeah!
By the way...after long time of long curl hair, i finally have a smooth soft hair now... hehe
Now from the long hair sexy girl, i become a short hair secondary school girl..
Everyone starting to call me "little girl" like what my secondary school mate used to call me..
Sien!~~~
In fact, frankly speaking, i like this new image.. hehe.. i like it very much!
I look younger, fresher and cooler.. yeah!
By the way...after long time of long curl hair, i finally have a smooth soft hair now... hehe
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
离人
Monday, 23 July 2007
So called best friend?!
If i would talk about friendship...who are those in your mind?
Friend can be categorized into few category
-someone who might recognize your face, but don't remember your name
-someone who recognize and remember you, but have less topic with you
-someone who meet you often but not that close with you
-someone who is close with you but you hardly share your feeling to them
-someone who are your confidant who you can share everything...
Normally, from the way i categorized them, infact..the no of the person in that category also reduce. Today i am going to talk about confidant.. Who is in your mind now?
Frankly speaking, i don't think confidant needed to meet frequently or need to always stick to each other, but somehow when there's something happen, you willing to share and both of them care to appreciate the value of the friendship.
I have a friend who is a guy, i knew him from my first year in the university. He had never be course mate, but i knew him because he used to be close with my ex-housemate. Due to we are living in the same hometown, we get close very fast, but our friendship do not have any flame to burst up and so we are always very good friend. Whenever i need his help, a single call will do.
We had always so good friend and help and share among each other until he transferred his course to another branch of our university. We get lesser contact, but whenever there's semester break, we will surely meet each other in our hometown, and then we will share those happened in our life. Sweet and sours.. anything.
Lately, he has a girlfriend, someone who repeatedly saying that's the best girl he ever met. Of course as a friend of him, i congratulate and wishes his happiness to be everlasting. But the truth is, our friendship has been forgotten. Why do i say so? It has been a long time we do not contact each other, even though we meet in msn, he has no time to entertain me...As long as he open his mouth, he will started to say how sweet, great, generous about his gf..etc etc..
I met him once in a korean restaurant, together with his gf. He seems to change a lot..and he introduces his so called super Great gf.. haha.. Then started to show how lovely they are in front of us (my bf & i)..haha..So, i said ok..continue your dinner.. we shall meet for supper one day.
However, when i really sms him and ask him for a supper, he rejected and saying he is busy. Ok. i get it!. But, i do appreciate our friendship, i then send him and sms and ask him if he is fine, graduated, found his job and some other silly questions, and he replied me "Fine".
OK. That's enough. I will not send you any sms nor asking any question.
Is that really take time to answer me few simple question? What does that mean of "Fine". Of course i know you are fine..but the question "How are you" is jz an opening of a sms... My main point is "are you graduated"..etc.. Really pissed off!
Friend can be categorized into few category
-someone who might recognize your face, but don't remember your name
-someone who recognize and remember you, but have less topic with you
-someone who meet you often but not that close with you
-someone who is close with you but you hardly share your feeling to them
-someone who are your confidant who you can share everything...
Normally, from the way i categorized them, infact..the no of the person in that category also reduce. Today i am going to talk about confidant.. Who is in your mind now?
Frankly speaking, i don't think confidant needed to meet frequently or need to always stick to each other, but somehow when there's something happen, you willing to share and both of them care to appreciate the value of the friendship.
I have a friend who is a guy, i knew him from my first year in the university. He had never be course mate, but i knew him because he used to be close with my ex-housemate. Due to we are living in the same hometown, we get close very fast, but our friendship do not have any flame to burst up and so we are always very good friend. Whenever i need his help, a single call will do.
We had always so good friend and help and share among each other until he transferred his course to another branch of our university. We get lesser contact, but whenever there's semester break, we will surely meet each other in our hometown, and then we will share those happened in our life. Sweet and sours.. anything.
Lately, he has a girlfriend, someone who repeatedly saying that's the best girl he ever met. Of course as a friend of him, i congratulate and wishes his happiness to be everlasting. But the truth is, our friendship has been forgotten. Why do i say so? It has been a long time we do not contact each other, even though we meet in msn, he has no time to entertain me...As long as he open his mouth, he will started to say how sweet, great, generous about his gf..etc etc..
I met him once in a korean restaurant, together with his gf. He seems to change a lot..and he introduces his so called super Great gf.. haha.. Then started to show how lovely they are in front of us (my bf & i)..haha..So, i said ok..continue your dinner.. we shall meet for supper one day.
However, when i really sms him and ask him for a supper, he rejected and saying he is busy. Ok. i get it!. But, i do appreciate our friendship, i then send him and sms and ask him if he is fine, graduated, found his job and some other silly questions, and he replied me "Fine".
OK. That's enough. I will not send you any sms nor asking any question.
Is that really take time to answer me few simple question? What does that mean of "Fine". Of course i know you are fine..but the question "How are you" is jz an opening of a sms... My main point is "are you graduated"..etc.. Really pissed off!
The excitement
Today one of my colleague bring his newly bought Dell laptop to show us..
He seems extraordinary happy when everyone surrounding him and keep on praising on his choice.
"Wow, so nice", "wah!!!", "Very good feeling le", "The screen so sharp & bright"..etc etc..
I noticed his face smile like his teeth is jz about to drop out..hahaha...Tails is dropping out and flying up to the sky...
"We are chasing of technology"..that's what he said. What does that mean of chasing of technology? If you are so sensitive about the technology you will not buy a laptop now.. you should have bought it soomehow many yrs ago.. Humiliating~~
Anyway, i am jz another good pretender and touch here and there and say.. "wow,nice laptop and good rubber touch feeling" :p hehe.. n he is flying higher and higher..
He seems extraordinary happy when everyone surrounding him and keep on praising on his choice.
"Wow, so nice", "wah!!!", "Very good feeling le", "The screen so sharp & bright"..etc etc..
I noticed his face smile like his teeth is jz about to drop out..hahaha...Tails is dropping out and flying up to the sky...
"We are chasing of technology"..that's what he said. What does that mean of chasing of technology? If you are so sensitive about the technology you will not buy a laptop now.. you should have bought it soomehow many yrs ago.. Humiliating~~
Anyway, i am jz another good pretender and touch here and there and say.. "wow,nice laptop and good rubber touch feeling" :p hehe.. n he is flying higher and higher..
Thursday, 19 July 2007
Hard to be Girlfren
Lately, it has been some days i did not update my blog.
I was busying take caring my bf as he is sick. Anyway he is jz fine now. But yet to be discharged.
So, i will still need to rush here and there. Really tired... *~*''
Anyhow, from these few days of my worried, i get to learn few things..
Firstly, girls will tend to be more tension and worried when their love one get sick, they will worrying about this and that..{ok, jz about everything} and they can sacrifice a lot jz to make sure he is fine. They will able to give out a lot if compare to guy. Ok..I know what u gonna say.. I did not say that guys don't worry about their love one when she get sick, is jz that, they will act more steady, not like girls... {Not like me!!!} Arghh... from the first day, my heart squeezed like i am going to fall anytime.. {imagine how u did to the sponge when u wash the car!! @.@}
Next, guy think you're "Over-react" or "over-worried" when you started to ask a lot of question. "Are u ok? Got fever? cold? Pain? Headache? wanted to vomit? Hungry? bla bla bla...etc etc.." And they will say.. "Stop asking question, i am fine, never as fine as that"...So, u been left behind with a lot of curiosity and worries... haha...Gurl, jz control yourself!!! Guy don't think that your action is caring about them.. they jz felt bees... too much of mumbling!
But what would it be if the one been asked is a lady? haha.. i assume girls love tat. At least if it's not a 100 idiots question, i shall assume girls will not only like it, but feeling touch as they felt u r so so care about her. Of coz terms & condition applied..{Some gurls jz hate it!!! ShutUP! but not me}
Don't ever try to control them by thinking that's good for them! None of ur business.. Jz let it be. If not in return, they ll jz feel that u r too much controlling.. If they wanted to be a bird, jz let it be.. Else, you might turns up be a chain or a cage in their eyes. haha... u think u r affectionate to them and so they will listen to u.. Sure, they will.. "Yes madam" but secretly behind u, they r doing wat u do not allowed and thinking " U stupid!! I don't tell u, u know meh?!" and the music "I believe i can fly" already playing in their mind.. keke..
Last but not least, don't ever do something and expect ur partner will appreciate it and love u more! It might not returning the equal ratio.. Lesser expectation, lesser disappointment, huh! Same thing happened to my parents. So, get use of it, gurls. Normally guy jz take for granted.. Might not even thanks u. But somehow complaining about this and that..So what's the point!? u might say that everything u hv done is not with the hope that he will love u more. Then i say u r GREAT. But of coz, there's this kind of person.. which i really admire. Give without expect for returns.
So, gurls.. Is not easy to be a gf.. and guy..be more appreciate. Girl will jz gv u everything if u truly love and treat them nicely.
I was busying take caring my bf as he is sick. Anyway he is jz fine now. But yet to be discharged.
So, i will still need to rush here and there. Really tired... *~*''
Anyhow, from these few days of my worried, i get to learn few things..
Firstly, girls will tend to be more tension and worried when their love one get sick, they will worrying about this and that..{ok, jz about everything} and they can sacrifice a lot jz to make sure he is fine. They will able to give out a lot if compare to guy. Ok..I know what u gonna say.. I did not say that guys don't worry about their love one when she get sick, is jz that, they will act more steady, not like girls... {Not like me!!!} Arghh... from the first day, my heart squeezed like i am going to fall anytime.. {imagine how u did to the sponge when u wash the car!! @.@}
Next, guy think you're "Over-react" or "over-worried" when you started to ask a lot of question. "Are u ok? Got fever? cold? Pain? Headache? wanted to vomit? Hungry? bla bla bla...etc etc.." And they will say.. "Stop asking question, i am fine, never as fine as that"...So, u been left behind with a lot of curiosity and worries... haha...Gurl, jz control yourself!!! Guy don't think that your action is caring about them.. they jz felt bees... too much of mumbling!
But what would it be if the one been asked is a lady? haha.. i assume girls love tat. At least if it's not a 100 idiots question, i shall assume girls will not only like it, but feeling touch as they felt u r so so care about her. Of coz terms & condition applied..{Some gurls jz hate it!!! ShutUP! but not me}
Don't ever try to control them by thinking that's good for them! None of ur business.. Jz let it be. If not in return, they ll jz feel that u r too much controlling.. If they wanted to be a bird, jz let it be.. Else, you might turns up be a chain or a cage in their eyes. haha... u think u r affectionate to them and so they will listen to u.. Sure, they will.. "Yes madam" but secretly behind u, they r doing wat u do not allowed and thinking " U stupid!! I don't tell u, u know meh?!" and the music "I believe i can fly" already playing in their mind.. keke..
Last but not least, don't ever do something and expect ur partner will appreciate it and love u more! It might not returning the equal ratio.. Lesser expectation, lesser disappointment, huh! Same thing happened to my parents. So, get use of it, gurls. Normally guy jz take for granted.. Might not even thanks u. But somehow complaining about this and that..So what's the point!? u might say that everything u hv done is not with the hope that he will love u more. Then i say u r GREAT. But of coz, there's this kind of person.. which i really admire. Give without expect for returns.
So, gurls.. Is not easy to be a gf.. and guy..be more appreciate. Girl will jz gv u everything if u truly love and treat them nicely.
Thursday, 12 July 2007
Unexpected Meet with Secret Admire
Do you have someone in your mind that you always want to meet him/her?
Do you have someone in your mind that you have not meet him/ her for quite a long time?
Yes i did!
Last week, i attended my good friend's wedding where unexpectedly i met this person that i always wish to meet but unfortunately i did not.
He is a guy, a guy that i secretly admired for quite sometimes since i was in my secondary school. hehe...Talking about how we know each other, it was a miracle..but, don't hv to mention again here.
Refreshing back, we did not meet each other for almost 7 years. In these years, we did contact each other but not that often. Everytime when i get a single sms from him, or a message or email, i will be happy for quite some days. Sometimes i can even meet him in my dream, but i'm not sure if he dream about me before.
These years, i always ask myself, what if i accidentally meet him somewhere, what will i do? What is my feeling or response? Am i going to be very nervous or shy? Or ....? I don't know... I can't imagine that.
But, without any expectation, i met him on the dinner. OK, it was not really unexpected. But it's about 5 mins before i saw him, i heard that he will be there from another friend. I was shocked, but jz that i don't expect he will sit in front of me.
I felt i was steady enough, i gave him a smile, and start talking nonsense with friends. Is not that i don't want to talk to him, but i simply have no topic and it's quite far for me to talk with him in such a noisy environment. So, i only able to talk to him at the end of the dinner. Not bad right? At least there's still conversation.
Anyway, i am happy to meet him. haha..
OH, one more funny thing is that my bf did heard from me about him, but he don't know which one. So, he started to target someone that might be his "enermy" and he spotted the wrong guy (Another friend who sitted at next table)...
Who knows...the true "enermy" is jz sitting in front of us.. haha..
Do you have someone in your mind that you have not meet him/ her for quite a long time?
Yes i did!
Last week, i attended my good friend's wedding where unexpectedly i met this person that i always wish to meet but unfortunately i did not.
He is a guy, a guy that i secretly admired for quite sometimes since i was in my secondary school. hehe...Talking about how we know each other, it was a miracle..but, don't hv to mention again here.
Refreshing back, we did not meet each other for almost 7 years. In these years, we did contact each other but not that often. Everytime when i get a single sms from him, or a message or email, i will be happy for quite some days. Sometimes i can even meet him in my dream, but i'm not sure if he dream about me before.
These years, i always ask myself, what if i accidentally meet him somewhere, what will i do? What is my feeling or response? Am i going to be very nervous or shy? Or ....? I don't know... I can't imagine that.
But, without any expectation, i met him on the dinner. OK, it was not really unexpected. But it's about 5 mins before i saw him, i heard that he will be there from another friend. I was shocked, but jz that i don't expect he will sit in front of me.
I felt i was steady enough, i gave him a smile, and start talking nonsense with friends. Is not that i don't want to talk to him, but i simply have no topic and it's quite far for me to talk with him in such a noisy environment. So, i only able to talk to him at the end of the dinner. Not bad right? At least there's still conversation.
Anyway, i am happy to meet him. haha..
OH, one more funny thing is that my bf did heard from me about him, but he don't know which one. So, he started to target someone that might be his "enermy" and he spotted the wrong guy (Another friend who sitted at next table)...
Who knows...the true "enermy" is jz sitting in front of us.. haha..
Wednesday, 4 July 2007
Static Collector
Recently, i become a strong static conductor. Get electric shocked for almost everyday.
I checked in Internet, it is very normal to get static shock. It is because normally static electricity is fairly easy to dispersed from body, sitting in the car, we hv lost contact with "ground" and will store a lot of static electricity.
So when i touch the metal door frame, all the static electricity that has accumulated during the journey will release from finger!
Since touching metal is the course of the static shock, let's try on something which is not metal. I tested on glass, it goes well, i think hehe..released. So i close the door, but i still get the electric shock! What.. is that mean that glass is the insulator but cannot release the static? ok ok, nevermind.
The next day, i try to touch the leaf beside my car, it is a plantation plant in a vase. It think it should be fine, because terms and condition applied.. Not a metal, connected to ground.. keke.. "That's jz what i think"... When i touched the leaf, i get a shock! OMG... is this leaf hv metal inside? what happened?
Well well well.. I suspected the leaf is not work because of it is not directly connected to ground, but only some soil in the vase. So, why not i take off my shoes and directly put my leg to the ground... By doing this, all static can be release, and i won't get any shock some more. So smart i felt. keke.. But who knows, when i take off my shoes and put my leg on the ground, the silly ground shocked my leg!!! Ouchh~~~ What is the matter with u!!!
i felt so funny, why i can hv such a great static on my body. Sometimes when i touches friends, they also shocked by my body electric static. So scary. Any ideas?
I checked in Internet, it is very normal to get static shock. It is because normally static electricity is fairly easy to dispersed from body, sitting in the car, we hv lost contact with "ground" and will store a lot of static electricity.
So when i touch the metal door frame, all the static electricity that has accumulated during the journey will release from finger!
Since touching metal is the course of the static shock, let's try on something which is not metal. I tested on glass, it goes well, i think hehe..released. So i close the door, but i still get the electric shock! What.. is that mean that glass is the insulator but cannot release the static? ok ok, nevermind.
The next day, i try to touch the leaf beside my car, it is a plantation plant in a vase. It think it should be fine, because terms and condition applied.. Not a metal, connected to ground.. keke.. "That's jz what i think"... When i touched the leaf, i get a shock! OMG... is this leaf hv metal inside? what happened?
Well well well.. I suspected the leaf is not work because of it is not directly connected to ground, but only some soil in the vase. So, why not i take off my shoes and directly put my leg to the ground... By doing this, all static can be release, and i won't get any shock some more. So smart i felt. keke.. But who knows, when i take off my shoes and put my leg on the ground, the silly ground shocked my leg!!! Ouchh~~~ What is the matter with u!!!
i felt so funny, why i can hv such a great static on my body. Sometimes when i touches friends, they also shocked by my body electric static. So scary. Any ideas?
Unexpected Life
Yesterday, one of my secondary school mate passed away. Although i am not so close with him, but he is my brother best friend. Same age with me, jz 24 yrs old.
You must be wondering a 24 yrs old boy, why passed away in so sudden? I also unable to accept the fact too. But he death from Bone cancer.
Actually i don't know him, because i never be his friend, but i felt very sorry for his decease. He is a UM Chinese literature course student. Having very good talent in chinese language, publish book and very ambition. Because of his good result, he get scholarship to further study in both China and Singapore. But...
Having a good result and good opportunity wasn't the best part from him. He is a buddhist, very reverent buddhist and a pure vegetarian. It really impressed me, it is not easy to give up all those delicious food.
Yesterday when i went to his funeral, my tears was about to drop down. I don't even know him, but i am so touched with his attitude of living.
He started to get pain at his leg during CNY. He seek doctor but had no improvement. His family thought that he must be suffered with some sort of neuralgy pain, they brought him to check and ate some medicine, it is better for few days and then the same pain comes back. Searching for few doctors, but nothing changes, but more and more pain. He then admitted one of the famous private hospital, but the doctor said that he has Pneaumonia (some kind of lung problem) and requested to hv operation. He rejected.
Days by days and his leg is getting greater and greater pain. He then admitted another famous private hospital. 2 days later, result is out, confirmed the 4th stage of bone cancer. It is actually means the last stage! This is jz 1 month ago. What a shocked! We cannot believe that he get bone cancer and some more it was in the 4th stage.
He is so strong to take up this fact. When my brother sms and ask is he alright, he reply and ask my brother Not to worry, he is doing good. He took kimo treatment, but the cancer cell is not decrease but increased. When his condition turning bad, he is still very strong and told his mother he do not want to do any treatment, he is preparing to move to next station. When his mother ask him are you scared, he said that he don't! He "happily received" (欢喜受). The night while he is in the hospital, he told his mum he wanted to go home, his mum don't allowed because he too weak to move, his condition is too critical to leave hospital. But he insists. His mum asked if he can reach home in time, doctor said if want to go back, is better leave now. The ambulance take 20 mins to reach his house from pg island. His parents clean him 净身and help him to change. After put him to lies down, he passed away in jz a short while. His mother said at first he looks so pale, but after he passed away, his face turn "reddish". I think he went to "极乐世界".
After heard his story, i almost cry out, but i able to control myself. He is truly strong. For him, I think life is not complicated, but unexpected.
阿弥陀佛，愿黄子荣往生极乐世界吧。。。
You must be wondering a 24 yrs old boy, why passed away in so sudden? I also unable to accept the fact too. But he death from Bone cancer.
Actually i don't know him, because i never be his friend, but i felt very sorry for his decease. He is a UM Chinese literature course student. Having very good talent in chinese language, publish book and very ambition. Because of his good result, he get scholarship to further study in both China and Singapore. But...
Having a good result and good opportunity wasn't the best part from him. He is a buddhist, very reverent buddhist and a pure vegetarian. It really impressed me, it is not easy to give up all those delicious food.
Yesterday when i went to his funeral, my tears was about to drop down. I don't even know him, but i am so touched with his attitude of living.
He started to get pain at his leg during CNY. He seek doctor but had no improvement. His family thought that he must be suffered with some sort of neuralgy pain, they brought him to check and ate some medicine, it is better for few days and then the same pain comes back. Searching for few doctors, but nothing changes, but more and more pain. He then admitted one of the famous private hospital, but the doctor said that he has Pneaumonia (some kind of lung problem) and requested to hv operation. He rejected.
Days by days and his leg is getting greater and greater pain. He then admitted another famous private hospital. 2 days later, result is out, confirmed the 4th stage of bone cancer. It is actually means the last stage! This is jz 1 month ago. What a shocked! We cannot believe that he get bone cancer and some more it was in the 4th stage.
He is so strong to take up this fact. When my brother sms and ask is he alright, he reply and ask my brother Not to worry, he is doing good. He took kimo treatment, but the cancer cell is not decrease but increased. When his condition turning bad, he is still very strong and told his mother he do not want to do any treatment, he is preparing to move to next station. When his mother ask him are you scared, he said that he don't! He "happily received" (欢喜受). The night while he is in the hospital, he told his mum he wanted to go home, his mum don't allowed because he too weak to move, his condition is too critical to leave hospital. But he insists. His mum asked if he can reach home in time, doctor said if want to go back, is better leave now. The ambulance take 20 mins to reach his house from pg island. His parents clean him 净身and help him to change. After put him to lies down, he passed away in jz a short while. His mother said at first he looks so pale, but after he passed away, his face turn "reddish". I think he went to "极乐世界".
After heard his story, i almost cry out, but i able to control myself. He is truly strong. For him, I think life is not complicated, but unexpected.
阿弥陀佛，愿黄子荣往生极乐世界吧。。。
Tuesday, 3 July 2007
Antique Great Grand sales!!
hehe...Jz to share with u some antique that we have bought from antique shops...
The seller is going back to China, so no choice, he is doing cheap sales.
Teng.. teng teng teng....
The seller is going back to China, so no choice, he is doing cheap sales.
Teng.. teng teng teng....
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Grandpa & grandma
my father said "家有一老，如有一宝"
U never know... it is only RM50 / pair
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Like this flower.. (~v~) RM20Put it on the ancestor table
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Dad like this so much and insisted to buy...
A pair of piggie..keke RM20 as well...JPG)
I love this the most! A woodcrave from a piece of wood
Very solid & nice. RM80
You can see a daddy pig dragging a bag while mummy pulling behind & baby standing on top
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This is also very nice & cheap..RM45
Monday, 2 July 2007
Steamboat Buffet
Last saturday, we in a group of 14 went to have steamboat buffet together.
It has been long time i did not have join dinner with such a big group of friends.
Most of them are colleagues, ex-colleagues & partners.
It was quite enjoyable and i have eaten quite a lot of foods.
But before everyone finish the meal, i have sufferred stomach ache.
OMG!!! sweat & pain.. i thought i can settle it in the restaurant's toilet.
But!!! The toilet is so dirty, smelly and small. I am not really fat but it's truly hard for me to squad inside & do business there.
So, no choice.. i have to go back. Luckily my stomach still consider cooperate and started to have great pain when everyone is about to finish.
Then, we leave immediately and rush back for "big business"..
Hai~~ Recently, i always sufferred from diarrhea. What a hectic...
It has been long time i did not have join dinner with such a big group of friends.
Most of them are colleagues, ex-colleagues & partners.
It was quite enjoyable and i have eaten quite a lot of foods.
But before everyone finish the meal, i have sufferred stomach ache.
OMG!!! sweat & pain.. i thought i can settle it in the restaurant's toilet.
But!!! The toilet is so dirty, smelly and small. I am not really fat but it's truly hard for me to squad inside & do business there.
So, no choice.. i have to go back. Luckily my stomach still consider cooperate and started to have great pain when everyone is about to finish.
Then, we leave immediately and rush back for "big business"..
Hai~~ Recently, i always sufferred from diarrhea. What a hectic...
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Don't u think i am bad luck?
With strong determination, i bought my laptop last week.
All the while when i am doing my consideration and survey, i get a lot of negative comment about laptop.
People keep on questioning me "why do you want to have a laptop?", "Why don't you consider dekstop?", "Are you really need to bring it out?", etc... I am so tired of explaning to them..so i always reply before they asked "Yes, i want a laptop and i already have a dekstop and of coz i need to bring it out!"
Some always ask me what's the reason of having a laptop, but i am just wondering.. Why can't i buy a laptop? I have my own reason and i have money, so why should i listen to the "music"?
After compare between few brands and the specs provided, finally i bought Compaq laptop with quite good spec, but most importantly, the price is reasonable. However, it is a FreeDos where i have to install the Window.
I don't feel it's a problem since i don't want to get window vista, and i can install XP which is more stable.
Well, i was so happy and keep thinking what should i do with my new laptop. But it seems like i am dreaming too early. Why i said so? My laptop shown "Fail to install windows as cannot detect hard disk". How can that happen? First and foremost, my laptop is suppose to c/w 120 Gb HD. We tried so many ways and get this and that help, but still failed to do anything.
No choice, i wait until Monday and called to both House of Notebook (the shop i bought the laptop) & HP service center. Both of them said that it's due to the unit itself did not install Sata driver. So, the unit must be send back so that they can re-setup. The most funky things is, to install a driver HP service center needs 3 days to complete while HoN need 1 day.
OK, is not that i want to criticize anything, but Come ON! It is your brand and you are the so called service center, how come you need 3 days to re-install jz a driver. If it was a LCD failure or motherboard Failure, 3 days is so fair enough. But it is jz lack of a driver.. OMG, cannot accept that.
So, bought and not even use it, my laptop admitted hospital now. I sent to HoN service center because i can get back next day. Hope it's ok. Waiting for it to coming back now. but i am really bad luck ya!!! How come the unit i bought have such a silly mistake
All the while when i am doing my consideration and survey, i get a lot of negative comment about laptop.
People keep on questioning me "why do you want to have a laptop?", "Why don't you consider dekstop?", "Are you really need to bring it out?", etc... I am so tired of explaning to them..so i always reply before they asked "Yes, i want a laptop and i already have a dekstop and of coz i need to bring it out!"
Some always ask me what's the reason of having a laptop, but i am just wondering.. Why can't i buy a laptop? I have my own reason and i have money, so why should i listen to the "music"?
After compare between few brands and the specs provided, finally i bought Compaq laptop with quite good spec, but most importantly, the price is reasonable. However, it is a FreeDos where i have to install the Window.
I don't feel it's a problem since i don't want to get window vista, and i can install XP which is more stable.
Well, i was so happy and keep thinking what should i do with my new laptop. But it seems like i am dreaming too early. Why i said so? My laptop shown "Fail to install windows as cannot detect hard disk". How can that happen? First and foremost, my laptop is suppose to c/w 120 Gb HD. We tried so many ways and get this and that help, but still failed to do anything.
No choice, i wait until Monday and called to both House of Notebook (the shop i bought the laptop) & HP service center. Both of them said that it's due to the unit itself did not install Sata driver. So, the unit must be send back so that they can re-setup. The most funky things is, to install a driver HP service center needs 3 days to complete while HoN need 1 day.
OK, is not that i want to criticize anything, but Come ON! It is your brand and you are the so called service center, how come you need 3 days to re-install jz a driver. If it was a LCD failure or motherboard Failure, 3 days is so fair enough. But it is jz lack of a driver.. OMG, cannot accept that.
So, bought and not even use it, my laptop admitted hospital now. I sent to HoN service center because i can get back next day. Hope it's ok. Waiting for it to coming back now. but i am really bad luck ya!!! How come the unit i bought have such a silly mistake
Friday, 22 June 2007
Is all about trip!
Remembered when i was at my primary school age, my father was a fruit distributor where he always need to go to Thailand for business dealing. At that moment, we always have chance to follow him. My dad went for biz dealing and mum brought us hanging around at Bangkok or hatyai street.. It was so enjoyable, but that time we are still too young to capture all those sweet memory.
When i was in my Uni time, some of my friends always go here and there for vacation, but for me. I only remember i went to Genting twice, KL once and of coz jz hanging around in Malacca for 4 yrs of my course. Why i did not join my frens for outing? It is quite near to reach S'pore from Malacca if compare to Penang now, but why i never been? It's all because i don't want to waste extra money which is out of the course and daily expenses. I am not from a rich family, i don't have extra pocket money for fun..so i actually missed out a lot.
That time, i always think, nevermind. I will sure have chance to go when i graduated and earn my own money. That time i can go anywhere i like.
But now i graduated and earned for 2 yrs. Flashed back, again, i went to Genting twice and KL once. What a sad right? It's not i don't want to go or no time to go, but i get no one to go with me.
When i saw my friends sharing out those photos where they took from their vacation, i felt jealous. I also wanted to go, but....
Is not i didn't say i wanted to go, but i get special excuse. Not sure, might be typical too.
Thailand too dangerious, a lot of booming.. !
Hong Kong is jz for shopping, i am not interested in shopping..!
China come on i can't read mandarin!
Taiwan i went before!
Japan very sien!
Korea, no budget!
S'pore, nothing there and u don't have passport!
Ok, all oversea trip been rejected, so don't want to be so greedy, i request for local trip
Cameron, nothing there, i prefer Genting!
Langkawi, OK, but let me invite my buddies first.. and get no feedback
Redang, OK. i went before..
KL, nothing there!
Pangkor, ON. but no feedback
Well, what should i do? Going on own? I hope i can..
Going with friends? I hardly get chance, mum might not say yes too!
Give up? Nope~~ i know i will have mine chance.
When i was in my Uni time, some of my friends always go here and there for vacation, but for me. I only remember i went to Genting twice, KL once and of coz jz hanging around in Malacca for 4 yrs of my course. Why i did not join my frens for outing? It is quite near to reach S'pore from Malacca if compare to Penang now, but why i never been? It's all because i don't want to waste extra money which is out of the course and daily expenses. I am not from a rich family, i don't have extra pocket money for fun..so i actually missed out a lot.
That time, i always think, nevermind. I will sure have chance to go when i graduated and earn my own money. That time i can go anywhere i like.
But now i graduated and earned for 2 yrs. Flashed back, again, i went to Genting twice and KL once. What a sad right? It's not i don't want to go or no time to go, but i get no one to go with me.
When i saw my friends sharing out those photos where they took from their vacation, i felt jealous. I also wanted to go, but....
Is not i didn't say i wanted to go, but i get special excuse. Not sure, might be typical too.
Thailand too dangerious, a lot of booming.. !
Hong Kong is jz for shopping, i am not interested in shopping..!
China come on i can't read mandarin!
Taiwan i went before!
Japan very sien!
Korea, no budget!
S'pore, nothing there and u don't have passport!
Ok, all oversea trip been rejected, so don't want to be so greedy, i request for local trip
Cameron, nothing there, i prefer Genting!
Langkawi, OK, but let me invite my buddies first.. and get no feedback
Redang, OK. i went before..
KL, nothing there!
Pangkor, ON. but no feedback
Well, what should i do? Going on own? I hope i can..
Going with friends? I hardly get chance, mum might not say yes too!
Give up? Nope~~ i know i will have mine chance.
Thursday, 21 June 2007
Time vs Plan
Nowadays time passed so fast..
Just, you felt so lazy to wake up on Monday morning for work..
Without realizing the time passed, today already Thursday.
Somehow i felt, i am getting older and older. Although i am jz 23 yrs old (not yet birthday)
Last time when we studied in Uni, time passed so slow where we always hope time pass faster so that we can graduate faster to earn money, but now.. we hope to get back to that period... Really miss those days.
Did you?
Last week, my friend's mum ask me if i still want to further study? Immediately i replied NO.
How come i said no. Isn't that i planned to have that while i was studying in Uni?
I remembered i did mentioned about this when i did my interview, i told the interviewer about my 5 yrs plan, and of coz further study is part of the plan..
Unfortunately, i did not keep that plan. So i think, why do we make planning no matter short term or long term? Since we don't care to keep those planning, so what is the purpose of making a plan?
Even i think back to what i planned when i graduated, most of the plan is not executed.
As a management student, we always been lectured to be someone who have planning, but can we actually plan our future? We don't right? We don't even know what will happen tomorrow. Time passed and we learn and gain and lost. But most, it was out of the plan!
Just, you felt so lazy to wake up on Monday morning for work..
Without realizing the time passed, today already Thursday.
Somehow i felt, i am getting older and older. Although i am jz 23 yrs old (not yet birthday)
Last time when we studied in Uni, time passed so slow where we always hope time pass faster so that we can graduate faster to earn money, but now.. we hope to get back to that period... Really miss those days.
Did you?
Last week, my friend's mum ask me if i still want to further study? Immediately i replied NO.
How come i said no. Isn't that i planned to have that while i was studying in Uni?
I remembered i did mentioned about this when i did my interview, i told the interviewer about my 5 yrs plan, and of coz further study is part of the plan..
Unfortunately, i did not keep that plan. So i think, why do we make planning no matter short term or long term? Since we don't care to keep those planning, so what is the purpose of making a plan?
Even i think back to what i planned when i graduated, most of the plan is not executed.
As a management student, we always been lectured to be someone who have planning, but can we actually plan our future? We don't right? We don't even know what will happen tomorrow. Time passed and we learn and gain and lost. But most, it was out of the plan!
Wednesday, 20 June 2007
Trust
I guess all my close friends know that, the thing that i hate the most, is someone cheat me.
Especially the person i love.
I jz read a friend's blog where i found out that my bf cheated to me.
I remember what he told me, but i am thinking why he want to lie to me.
Worry that i will be angry? or what?
Although i might get angry after knows about the fact, but i don't want u lie to me!
Although it wasn't a big lies, but i still hope u tell me the truth...
Well, I do not want to think more, because it seems useless to keep thinking, waste my energy n time.
But i jz wondering, what make him lies.
This time, i will never cry and question him.
i will be strong enuf.. to protect myself n to change.
I want and i will. Sooner & later, u will see..
Especially the person i love.
I jz read a friend's blog where i found out that my bf cheated to me.
I remember what he told me, but i am thinking why he want to lie to me.
Worry that i will be angry? or what?
Although i might get angry after knows about the fact, but i don't want u lie to me!
Although it wasn't a big lies, but i still hope u tell me the truth...
Well, I do not want to think more, because it seems useless to keep thinking, waste my energy n time.
But i jz wondering, what make him lies.
This time, i will never cry and question him.
i will be strong enuf.. to protect myself n to change.
I want and i will. Sooner & later, u will see..
Saturday, 16 June 2007
First blog...
er..hem~~~ test test..
keke... actually this is not my first time blogging, but it's my first time to blog here.. public blog
I used to write in window live space, but did not share out, only 3 important frens can view...
The rest no way...
But...one of my best friend went to Australia and unable to view my space, so...to frequently update her, i decided to blog here, so that she can always be updated with my info...{see, how good am i to u}
keke... actually this is not my first time blogging, but it's my first time to blog here.. public blog
I used to write in window live space, but did not share out, only 3 important frens can view...
The rest no way...
But...one of my best friend went to Australia and unable to view my space, so...to frequently update her, i decided to blog here, so that she can always be updated with my info...{see, how good am i to u}
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