It's time to work hard

Since April, i was so demotivated due to poor increment and not being promoted..
Everyday i worked slowly and lazily with my mind just to pass my working hour and go back in time. No performance, no follow up, nothing from me.

Boss asked me to do this, i do that.... sometime i even wake up with stressful mind thinking of not going to work. I was so depressed. I know i was not good enough, but i was so dull to improve.

Yesterday, in sudden.... i think about this issue and get to know that all of this will not bring a single benefit to me. It's time for me to change and to accept the facts. Great...luckily i didn't wait until next increment period to say this words. Then...i can only regret.

Pangkor island

Yeah..beaches beaches....
Oh ya, my vacation plan has been re-activated.. but plan has been changed to Pangkor island instead of Langkawi...

Received lot of comments from friends that there is nothing in Pangkor...
Why not langkawi, how about tioman, let's go phuket, crabi is cheap... this and that...
Ermm...bit disappointed with this changing plan, but it is much better than none. Right?
Gonna appreciate... yeah babe!
I will be going to beach so soon.. yeah yeah cheap beach that i am still affordable.

hehe...6 of us in gang will be going to this island on 12th and back on 14th. Hope i can take a lot of nice picture and show you here.

It has been so so so damn long time i never go to beach. It's time for sun bath, snorkelling, beach walk, sunrise watch, swimming, ...etc so many things
Yeah..looking forward for the time to come

飞啊飞。。 飞啊飞。。 飞啊！

好想有对翅膀让我自由的飞翔。
到哪都行，就是不想原地踏步。

好闷哦。如果可以不必工作，那该有多好？
如果可以到处去旅行，那又有多棒呢？

Langkawi

Lately, i was getting excited for the trip planned to Langkawi on the coming 12th July.

A lot of expectation has been inserted into this plan.

At 1st, i don't dare to dream as it is very frequent for the gang to cancel the trip.

5 out of 6 was confirmed and waiting for the last one to say 'ON'.

However, the curse was activated again. It's hard for us to have holiday together somewhere nice. The last one finally said "NO" instead of "ON".

Because of this, the gang cancelled the trip. I felt very disappointed as why should we cancel a nice trip just because of one person cannot join. Are we really so inter-dependant on that person?? The result proved that the answer is "YES", the gang think the trip will not be fun without the last person who has joker characteristic.

So..no fate with Langkawi again..again and again for 25 years. muahaha.....