Don't u think i am bad luck?

With strong determination, i bought my laptop last week.

All the while when i am doing my consideration and survey, i get a lot of negative comment about laptop.
People keep on questioning me "why do you want to have a laptop?", "Why don't you consider dekstop?", "Are you really need to bring it out?", etc... I am so tired of explaning to them..so i always reply before they asked "Yes, i want a laptop and i already have a dekstop and of coz i need to bring it out!"
Some always ask me what's the reason of having a laptop, but i am just wondering.. Why can't i buy a laptop? I have my own reason and i have money, so why should i listen to the "music"?

After compare between few brands and the specs provided, finally i bought Compaq laptop with quite good spec, but most importantly, the price is reasonable. However, it is a FreeDos where i have to install the Window.
I don't feel it's a problem since i don't want to get window vista, and i can install XP which is more stable.

Well, i was so happy and keep thinking what should i do with my new laptop. But it seems like i am dreaming too early. Why i said so? My laptop shown "Fail to install windows as cannot detect hard disk". How can that happen? First and foremost, my laptop is suppose to c/w 120 Gb HD. We tried so many ways and get this and that help, but still failed to do anything.

No choice, i wait until Monday and called to both House of Notebook (the shop i bought the laptop) & HP service center. Both of them said that it's due to the unit itself did not install Sata driver. So, the unit must be send back so that they can re-setup. The most funky things is, to install a driver HP service center needs 3 days to complete while HoN need 1 day.

OK, is not that i want to criticize anything, but Come ON! It is your brand and you are the so called service center, how come you need 3 days to re-install jz a driver. If it was a LCD failure or motherboard Failure, 3 days is so fair enough. But it is jz lack of a driver.. OMG, cannot accept that.

So, bought and not even use it, my laptop admitted hospital now. I sent to HoN service center because i can get back next day. Hope it's ok. Waiting for it to coming back now. but i am really bad luck ya!!! How come the unit i bought have such a silly mistake

Is all about trip!

Remembered when i was at my primary school age, my father was a fruit distributor where he always need to go to Thailand for business dealing. At that moment, we always have chance to follow him. My dad went for biz dealing and mum brought us hanging around at Bangkok or hatyai street.. It was so enjoyable, but that time we are still too young to capture all those sweet memory.
When i was in my Uni time, some of my friends always go here and there for vacation, but for me. I only remember i went to Genting twice, KL once and of coz jz hanging around in Malacca for 4 yrs of my course. Why i did not join my frens for outing? It is quite near to reach S'pore from Malacca if compare to Penang now, but why i never been? It's all because i don't want to waste extra money which is out of the course and daily expenses. I am not from a rich family, i don't have extra pocket money for fun..so i actually missed out a lot.
That time, i always think, nevermind. I will sure have chance to go when i graduated and earn my own money. That time i can go anywhere i like.
But now i graduated and earned for 2 yrs. Flashed back, again, i went to Genting twice and KL once. What a sad right? It's not i don't want to go or no time to go, but i get no one to go with me.
When i saw my friends sharing out those photos where they took from their vacation, i felt jealous. I also wanted to go, but....
Is not i didn't say i wanted to go, but i get special excuse. Not sure, might be typical too.
Thailand too dangerious, a lot of booming.. !
Hong Kong is jz for shopping, i am not interested in shopping..!
China come on i can't read mandarin!
Taiwan i went before!
Japan very sien!
Korea, no budget!
S'pore, nothing there and u don't have passport!

Ok, all oversea trip been rejected, so don't want to be so greedy, i request for local trip
Cameron, nothing there, i prefer Genting!
Langkawi, OK, but let me invite my buddies first.. and get no feedback
Redang, OK. i went before..
KL, nothing there!
Pangkor, ON. but no feedback

Well, what should i do? Going on own? I hope i can..
Going with friends? I hardly get chance, mum might not say yes too!
Give up? Nope~~ i know i will have mine chance.

Time vs Plan

Nowadays time passed so fast..
Just, you felt so lazy to wake up on Monday morning for work..
Without realizing the time passed, today already Thursday.
Somehow i felt, i am getting older and older. Although i am jz 23 yrs old (not yet birthday)
Last time when we studied in Uni, time passed so slow where we always hope time pass faster so that we can graduate faster to earn money, but now.. we hope to get back to that period... Really miss those days.
Did you?

Last week, my friend's mum ask me if i still want to further study? Immediately i replied NO.
How come i said no. Isn't that i planned to have that while i was studying in Uni?
I remembered i did mentioned about this when i did my interview, i told the interviewer about my 5 yrs plan, and of coz further study is part of the plan..
Unfortunately, i did not keep that plan. So i think, why do we make planning no matter short term or long term? Since we don't care to keep those planning, so what is the purpose of making a plan?
Even i think back to what i planned when i graduated, most of the plan is not executed.

As a management student, we always been lectured to be someone who have planning, but can we actually plan our future? We don't right? We don't even know what will happen tomorrow. Time passed and we learn and gain and lost. But most, it was out of the plan!

Trust

I guess all my close friends know that, the thing that i hate the most, is someone cheat me.
Especially the person i love.
I jz read a friend's blog where i found out that my bf cheated to me.
I remember what he told me, but i am thinking why he want to lie to me.
Worry that i will be angry? or what?
Although i might get angry after knows about the fact, but i don't want u lie to me!
Although it wasn't a big lies, but i still hope u tell me the truth...

Well, I do not want to think more, because it seems useless to keep thinking, waste my energy n time.
But i jz wondering, what make him lies.
This time, i will never cry and question him.
i will be strong enuf.. to protect myself n to change.
I want and i will. Sooner & later, u will see..

First blog...

er..hem~~~ test test..
keke... actually this is not my first time blogging, but it's my first time to blog here.. public blog
I used to write in window live space, but did not share out, only 3 important frens can view...
The rest no way...

But...one of my best friend went to Australia and unable to view my space, so...to frequently update her, i decided to blog here, so that she can always be updated with my info...{see, how good am i to u}