是你吗？

那天在机场遇见的人是你吗？
那个带着鸭帽，穿着长袖的红t-shirt，配上蓝色长裤的人是你吗？
就连那站着，双手交叉的样子也和你很相似。
我不敢肯定，因为我根本没有时间去确定那人是不是你。
之后我在回想，如果我有时间，我会过去确定吗？
如果真的是你，我会和你打招呼吗?
曾经我问你，分手之后还能成为朋友吗？我们的答案都是“能”！
可是，事实是不行的。
现在的我虽然有那种庆幸当日的分开，
但我想我还是没有勇气与你再度成为朋友。

朋友，你还好吗？谢谢你，让我今日更懂得如何去珍惜我身边的人。

我恨我爱你

最近在追看台湾的超级星光大道。。上一级听见了一个十五岁的女生唱了这首阿妹的歌。
真的很感动，也觉得很好听，所以刚才去下载了。。

阿妹 《我恨我爱你》

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

Waiting and waiting

Last week, i have posted out few resume for job application. Waiting and waiting until today, i still get no call or email from any of the company.

Actually, how long will they complete their short list progress and give you a call??

It has been so long since my last job application. So i forget how long i suppose to wait. I remember not too long, i get it around one or two weeks.

Arghh..really nervous. Hope they will short list me and give me a chance to interview..

Rabbit emoticon

Does anyone know what is the name of this rabbit?

His name is Tzuki. (兔斯基)

I like this rabbit very much.. hehehe..especially the emoticon in MSN. Very cute and meaningful.

I found the creator of this cute rabbit Tzuki.

Check the website http://blog.sina.com.cn/wangmomo

传言

昨天回家的时候听见了一个奇闻。有点惊讶，有点担心。

之前在四川省地震前也有过这样的奇事，那就是很多的蟾蜍迁居。当地政府说那是好的预兆，结果发生了地震。

前几天在广州的徐闻县发现了大量的螃蟹从海里爬到树上。将近六万只！可是当地政府说是气候比较反常，动物不太适应而已。没有地震危机。

近日，黑龙江鸡西街头看到蛇结队穿越马路，也算是奇景。可是专家说这种现象属动物的正常迁徙。

我怕，中国可能有还有其他的灾难即将来临。。希望真的风平浪静。

My Celebrity Look-alikes

Yesterday, i am extremely boring and no mood to work. So i surfed the net and found out this interesting website www.myheritage.com
In this website you can upload your own photo and the website will scan your face and check which celebrity do you looks alike.

Haha.. very interesting huh?! I uploaded one of my currect photo (of course with spec) and most of the look-aliked celebrities are male with spec. So, i think the website match me with celebrity who wear similar spec like me.

Then, i uploaded my photo (without spec) to get a more accurate result. Below are result i get.

Feel very doubt with above result, i upload another photo with different angle. Then, i get another result like below. hahaha....

Oh ya!! you must wondering why my photo (in the middle) are so blur. Actually, i photoshoped my picture.. hehe.. Sorry for that.

Jumping Rope Exercise

Last saturday, i bought a jumping rope from nearby supermarket. Some people said jump with jumping rope can make you slim! You can exercise your hand, your leg, thigh and hip...all in once.

What you need to do is jumping for 500 times daily! @.@ crazy!!! I tried to jump yesterday after i did my car wash.. i only managed to jump 50 times in total.. Not non-stop. I think i'm only able to jump the most 20 times non-stop..then every 4 times i will stop!

hahaha.. feeling impress with someone who able to jump for so many times. Anyway, i can imagine if i able to jump 500 times daily, most probably i cannot walk next day. Only 50 times, i felt my leg muscle already tighten up... haha...not to mention about 500 times..haha

Insomia

OMG! I had insomia last night. Trying so hard to make me into sleep, but it was useless!!! I think the charcoal white coffee i drank yesterday morning really...super duper effective!

Normally i will easily feel tired during weekend due to nothing to do. So, to avoid i sleep a lot, i thought drinking a cup of cofee do help. My goodness, it was so great until i felt so energetic for whole day.

I was still very alert at 12am midnight! haha... maybe i think too much about JJ.

Finally...but

If you did read my blog, you would know i have a trainee who had sat for exam last week and this exam is going to judge her ability to stay in my group.
You may also know that i keep on mentioning about her stupidity and bad attitude and i think it is super obvious for me to show that i don't want her.

Anyhow, that's not what i can judge and decide but only play my role in training her. Frankly speaking, before the exam, i trained her with true heart and i also expected she could pass the test without much major mistakes. That's what i think, sincerely!

However, result shows that i am over-expected her ability. Result proven that she is not capable to work in the group and she failed in fundamental concept which it should not be accepted. My boss wrote a report to the sector head and he then made final decision that she is not suitable for us and will arrange other job for her.

Yesterday, we (my ex-boss, current boss and me) told her (my trainee) that she wasn't suitable for taking this job. She seems don't understand and keep on request for appeal. She said that was just careless mistake and she will be able to make it better for the appeal. She spoke a lot but we are helpless in this condition because the sector head had made the final decision. We were just there to annouce the news to her.

Looking at such condition, i suddenly feel symphatize to her. She is in her 40 now. At this age, she has to suffer this, i believe she is in great pain and desperate now. Although i always want her to get out from the group, but i don't feel any sense of happiness yesterday. I felt weak..because i believe, if i am in her position, i will be so weak and upset. However, i also understand that the fact is cruel and if i show my sympatize to her, it is cruel to myself. Just wish her luck now..hope the sector head can arrange a place for her where she can excel and work happily.

一个，两个，半个

收到一封来自好朋友的forward messages, 突然间有点感触。。

一个人可以呼呼的睡觉而不用考虑浪费的时间；
一个人可以不用考虑人情味的存在而禁锢自己的思想；
一个人可以把天分成两半而不用考虑天会塌下来

两个人是幸福的，在一个人和另一个人的心重叠时。
两个人可以互相搀扶数着天上的星星而不用考虑事情的烦琐；
两个人可以共同创造快乐而不用担心忧伤的侵袭；
两个人可以一起观赏风景而不用担心风景的语言空白；
两个人可以彼此倾述而不用担心自言自语的孤单；
两个人可以品尝爱的滋味而不用担心自己会演化成冰冷的石头。

半个人是寂寞的，当一个人的心被另一个人带走时。
半个人只能数着黑夜的眼睛去回味曾经；
半个人只能发呆在风景面前去体会寂寞；
半个人只能计数着时间去接受忍耐的缓慢；
半个人只能灌着酒精去麻醉自己的记忆
半个人只能拿着电话筒却不敢再去寻找失去的心；
半个人只能闯进喧闹的人群去卸下孑然的包裹；
半个人只能带着半只翅膀顶过风雨；
半个人只能填饱肚子却不能给空白的心涂上颜色；
半个人只能独自忍受着不能粘合的玻璃碎片蛰出的血泪

一切都在轮回，最后，我们会是几分之几个人？

我也曾近从一个人变成两个人在变成半个人。
当我好不容易变回一个人的时候，我遇见了另一个人。
现在我+那个人成了两个人。
不过他不在我身边的时候又好像是一个人。好无聊！
希望以后的日子都是两个人，幸福的，快乐的。

希望大家都能遇见另一个人，过着快乐幸福的日子。

Regret

Have you did something you have regretted?
I did!
I was too emotional and too loose last week that i told my ex-boss that i am not happy with current working condition.
I told him that i was freaking unhappy with my increment and told him those unhappy stuffs with my leader.

I always tell myself to control myself and do not let him know this time.
In fact, i spoke it out emotionally!

I've been here for more than 3 yrs and within this 3 yrs, my ex boss is like a friend to me. We shared a lot of feeling and i told him things happened to me like he is my confidant! For so long, he never betray my trust and i believe him.

Last time, when i told him about problem occurred between me and my trainee, he talked this matter to other managers and finally he helped me out. Frankly speaking, whenever i talk to him, i expect understanding and don't expect he can help me out. But i know even though he told my problem to others, he was just trying to help. So i don't blame him.

After this incident, i told myself.. although he is my ex-boss, but he is still a manager of my company. He stands with the company. So, i shouldn't tell my problem to him anymore. But last week, when i was having a conversation with him, i exposed my feeling to him and unintentionally spoke out the problem i faced now and my decision to resign.

He tried to understand why i have such a decision and to pursuade me. But i didn't give a chance. Because i have decided and i hope nothing to pull me back.

Now, i am really regret. Regret with my uncontrollable emotion and attitude. I should not tell him. Not only him, i should not even tell anyone in this company i wish to resign. I should plan it secretly and leave with pride.

My Dream Car

Do you own a car?

I think i had promised one of my best friend to post photo of my lovely car here, but... think that it is just a very common and cheap car, so dare not post it here.

Anyway, it's really a lovely car for me, very oil saving, great to drive and...lots more! You must be wondering, what car is that! It's a Kelisa in metalic red-orange. So, i named it "Oren-Gee".

Yup "Oren-Gee" is no doubt a small car, infact, i like big car. Not those types of big car that in your head now. In actual, i like Family car or four wheel drive type of car.

Guess what is my dream car? Do you have dream car?? Sometime we mentioned "Dream Car"..Dream car.dream car, car we can only owned in dream..hahaha.. So my dream car is...

Yeap!!! Nissan Murano!!! I love it so much.. I am not someone who are smart in car, so don't expect me to tell you what's the advantage of this car. i am just having first sight love with the car. Hehe...

So, whenever i saw a Murano on road, i will always tell my bf, how much i want to have that.. this and that!!! cannot stop talking..So wish to have that..really! I always have fantasy that i will win this car through lucky draw or lottery..(although i don't buy lottery nor have any luck in lucky draw)

Lately, Perodua launched it's newest CRV type of car named Perodua Nautica. It's a family type of car or a successor model of Perodua Kembara or Kenari.. When i received Citibank leaflet that i can have 12 months of 0% installment to pay for downpayment, i happily called to my bf who are now at outstation that i want to change car! I was happy, because these type of car normally more than RM100K. Not to mention that Nissan Murano costs RM300K ++. So i thought i will be willing to purchase this Perodua Nautica since it is a national car.

Next days, i went to office and checked in internet. Oppss. Rm99K on road price. So...so..cheap>? No no!! I expect lower, because it is a Perodua. Anyway, it is just a little bit bigger than Myvi and Myvi is just around RM55K, so paying extra RM44K for a Perodua Nautica don't seems to be worth. So, just forget about it!!!!