My heart is souring..my father was admitted to hospital today. He had high fever on yesterday night and vomitted alot. As per my mum, the condition is so critical last night. My brother said he cried when he saw dad vomit.
79.. my father is 79 years old now. sometime, I'm wondering..did i made the right choice to leave home and work here. Yes, Singapore is not so far away from Penang.. just 1 hour flight time. But, it's not that i can fly back or be there at the moment they need me. i just couldn't be there. Y_Y
What can i do? everytime when i got to know that he is fever or he is not feeling well, i can just cry here and call back to check out how is his condition. Whether or not they tell me the truth, i don't know! I know that my mum, my brother don't want me to worry, they will just tell me not to worry and everything is under control. Of course, i hope everything is just fine, that's all i wish.
As usual, i called back just now and talked to my dad and he said:" ju, 爸爸没有事,爸爸好好,不用想爸爸..你好好去做工..没有事,不用担心!"... yes, i feel better when i hear his voice sounds okie but i feel so bad because when he is sick, i couldn't be there taking care of him.
i'm also quite worry of my mum too. everytime when dad is sick, she will be exhausted..just hope i could be there and helping her out.. Y_Y....
soon, i'll be back very soon. another 14 days.. hope i can fast forward to 1st jan.. and be there at home right away.
