It's time to work hard

Since April, i was so demotivated due to poor increment and not being promoted..
Everyday i worked slowly and lazily with my mind just to pass my working hour and go back in time. No performance, no follow up, nothing from me.

Boss asked me to do this, i do that.... sometime i even wake up with stressful mind thinking of not going to work. I was so depressed. I know i was not good enough, but i was so dull to improve.

Yesterday, in sudden.... i think about this issue and get to know that all of this will not bring a single benefit to me. It's time for me to change and to accept the facts. Great...luckily i didn't wait until next increment period to say this words. Then...i can only regret.