No big deal! Stay happy!

Opps.. surprisingly today I am having a good patient.
Lately, I was in a very low mood and felt so hard to continue working in current condition.

Fortunately, I gave myself a break yesterday. I went back home early before 6pm (I normally went back at 8pm).
I was actually having a long ride yesterday because of the traffic condition.
When I sat in the car, I started to think about my future, my experiences and my feeling on all those things that happened lately.
It was so painful to me and it was like, why all these things happened to me.
Disappointment filled me up!

But when I was passing through the fly over, there’s something flown into my mind.
Some voices that it sounds so familiar to me.
Yup, I remembered someone told me something!
I had experienced so many bad things here in this company.

Case 1: Scolded by a manager from other department.
Why this idiot scolded me? It was so innocent where one of boss here instructed me to move his laptop to other table and when the manager can’t find his laptop on that table; I was the one who get burned! Do you know the reaction of the boss? He sat there as it was nothing happen and did not help me out when I was scolded by that idiot.

Case 2: Threaten by a senior manager from other department TOO!!
This case goes this way. I was handling a project somewhere 1 year back. It was an office relocation project where many departments involved.
As you know, after we made our plan, get vendor, sourced quotation, we need to have an approval from several departments.
This document should be prepared by department A, checked by my department and approved by department B and of course to the top management.
So before we gone through all these process, this project has to be approved by the directors in the director’s meeting.
In the meeting, my division head explained the urgency of the project (due to close budget) and need their help to sign it fast.
So this “senior manager” said, well.. if you able to complete all this project, then I sign! Immediately, my division head called me from the meeting room and requested me to proceed and anyhow complete it by today. Because of this urgent request, I walked from this department to that department, getting quotation from the procurement (not to mention I have been scolded until cry by the procurement officer) and brought the quotation to the maintenance department to prepare the documentation. After that get approval from their division head, hand carried back to my department, did all the documentation from my side, approved by my boss, then rushed to Finance department get the finance big boss to sign it. My last step was to get the “senior” manager signature. At that moment it was 530pm and I don’t care what he was doing at the moment and I knocked and walked into the conference room and asked him to sign it. You know what he did? He said, sorry I am not going to sign it! I asked him why? He said because I don’t want to. I was so surprised he spoke like this. I explained to him on how urgency is this and I have to get it done by today. He said no, I wont sign it today.

Well, I walked back to my office and told my boss. The next morning, when my division head (the Japanese) complained to the higher management about this issue, the “senior manager” claimed that I brought back the document and that’s the reason he did not sign on it. How crap is him??!! He blamed me now. Anyway, I explained to my boss and my boss settled it, so I thought that’s it. Guess what happened next? The next time when I went to his office, he was talking to somebody (a boss from procurement). Guess what he said when he saw me? He said: “This girl ah, don’t be surprise if her car 4 tyres flatten by someone”. What do you think? This crap spoke like “samseng”. He is a senior manager, and I am just nothing, why should he spoke that way? Unbelievable huh? Anyway, this is what I experienced here!

Fine, there are still many cases out there, anyway I am so lazy to mention here now. (just came back from rework, quite tired!)
Anyway, what I wanna say here is, I had gone through so many things and sometimes when I really turn back to see, whatever happened now is just a small case!
Don’t have to be so upset. I should face it normally, don’t let it influence my life and my emotion.
Always stay happy and appreciate whatever I have right now!