I did not remember if i did blog about my boss promise to convert me to an engineer position.
Forget it.. let me start again with the story.
There's once (can't remember the actual month, but about few months back) my "boss" told me that he had an intention to convert my position from officer to engineer. The reason was i am working on more technical related job like mechanical job and electrical job such as reading and checking schematic as well as pcb board.
The first reaction i heard about that was a shocked followed with a doubt. I asked him if he really able to do that since i was a business background person, he said no problem as he did it for his previous staff before. Anyway he had a requirement, whereby i need to pick up my technical know how as soon as i can, else it's hard for him to convert me. Fair enough, i agreed.
So, with all the strong desire to be an engineer and passion on my new hope... i am so enthusiast to learn as much as i can. Whenever i came across with all the unknown question, i will make sure i digged out the answer and i can understand it well. From how to see mechanical part, check mechanical part until how to operate mechanical 3D software, from how to read the schematic, PWB layout, understanding the IC, learn the function of the part, until able to check whether they did it correct or wrong... i learned it on my own. From know nothing until something... I doesn't mean that i am good in this, but at least from zero i gained something. Maybe it is all done in short time but i really pay a lot of effor on it and i admit that i expect some return.. i want to be an engineer.
Anyway, my dream start to crack when i knew that my 'boss' who promised to convert me into engineer no longer be my department head. Now, there's a new department head for my group. She knows very less about my job and the most important is she is a business background person as well. I knew that there's a impossible case for her to convert me, because she never gone through my progress, do not know that i am dealing with so much of engineering stuff..
..... disappointment + upset + demotivated + dream blow off.
2 comments:
Sad to hear that. Anyway, is that really impossible? Can discuss with your new department head? May be she understand it & will consider to convert it as your previous dept head le... Anyway, I know it is hard la. But, what any other way that can do?
Don't upset first la... may be still got chance la... I wish you luck, with my luck, sure got the chance one! GOOD LUCK!
yaya, i am quite upset as i put a lot of effort and expectation on it. When there's an expectation, we tend to disappoint!
The reason my previous dept head want to transfer me to Engineer is because he himself is from Engineering background. So he knew that i am doing a technical related job. But,...
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