Baby, U want?

Do u like baby?
I like baby, and wanted baby..BUT NOT NOW!!! Yes!!! NOT NOW!!!
Everytime when i saw those baby, i really like to look at them and hold them, but i not sure.. i jz don't think baby like me. Maybe i don't know how to hang around with them, play with them.. I truely don't know how.

Last week, my bf and i bring along his sister, mum and a baby (babysitted by his mum) to shopping mall. Due to we worried the baby will be noisy, so jz both of us went to cinema while the rest of them hanging around in the mall.

After the movie, we met them somewhere and went for dinner. Before that, the baby is walking (she has a baby car), and she refused to sit in her baby car. So, i saw she is exploring her way and my bf's mum and sister was chasing behind. From what i saw, i think that the baby is too much pampering by them, since the big guys are chasing behind, make her become more excited in "walking" around. So, once they get her up, she started to cry like the ceiling is jz about to drop down. OK, they put her down again.. and she started to "run" again! I was fed up of looking and stand beside.

Ok, finally we were to be seated in the restaurant. Once we sat down, she immediately grabbed the spoon on the table and dropped it. Unfortunately it was made of glass. Everyone looking to us, so embarrassed. Well, we asked the waitress to send us a baby chair and make her sit inside. Once we put her down, she started to scream and cry again. It's really frustrated. So, we have to hug her and walk around. I told them, she is too much of pampering, jz ignore her and leave her there. When she saw everyone ignoring him, she will stop it. But they said that she was tired and wanted to sleep. OK, i might not be too experience on that, so i shut up! Then one by one hugged her and walked around..until we finished our meal.

Everyone was tired, we went home then. Everyone was expecting she was too tired and will slept in the car, who knows she was the most energetic one. Even after we reached home, she still yet to fall asleep.

Come On! I might not be experience but so far from what i see, this family is too much of loving this baby. They never punish if she do something wrong. {well, punishing such a 1 yr old baby might sound funny} but, they are jz like too much of pampering.

One case, the little baby is so smart and she wanted to play my laptop instead of their house pc. So, whenever she saw my laptop appearing in their house, she is too excited to come over and smash my keyboard and print all her finger print into my laptop screen. What would you do? I am patient enough as i think she is jz a baby and she knows nothing. But what about those adults? My bf is also the one who allow! Funny right? He can still hugging her to smash my laptop and don't even stop her. Until they hit my level of patient, and started to say "No baby no" {softly}, then he will say "cannot ah xxx, cannot" without even pull her away from my laptop. OK. Continue smacking! Shit!!!

Too much of pampering, man! My feeling is yes, a baby is cute and we love her is great enough. But too much of pampering don't mean loving her, you ruin her day by day. She is so much stubborn i can see even though she is jz 1 yr old plus.

Sounds strange for me to comment on a baby girl who is jz 1 yr old plus, she has no fault. That's not her problem, but person who grow her up.

I am wondering, am i qualify to be a mother? No... i don't think so. Because i have no patient to take care of a baby yet.