Unexpected Meet with Secret Admire

Do you have someone in your mind that you always want to meet him/her?
Do you have someone in your mind that you have not meet him/ her for quite a long time?
Yes i did!

Last week, i attended my good friend's wedding where unexpectedly i met this person that i always wish to meet but unfortunately i did not.
He is a guy, a guy that i secretly admired for quite sometimes since i was in my secondary school. hehe...Talking about how we know each other, it was a miracle..but, don't hv to mention again here.

Refreshing back, we did not meet each other for almost 7 years. In these years, we did contact each other but not that often. Everytime when i get a single sms from him, or a message or email, i will be happy for quite some days. Sometimes i can even meet him in my dream, but i'm not sure if he dream about me before.

These years, i always ask myself, what if i accidentally meet him somewhere, what will i do? What is my feeling or response? Am i going to be very nervous or shy? Or ....? I don't know... I can't imagine that.

But, without any expectation, i met him on the dinner. OK, it was not really unexpected. But it's about 5 mins before i saw him, i heard that he will be there from another friend. I was shocked, but jz that i don't expect he will sit in front of me.

I felt i was steady enough, i gave him a smile, and start talking nonsense with friends. Is not that i don't want to talk to him, but i simply have no topic and it's quite far for me to talk with him in such a noisy environment. So, i only able to talk to him at the end of the dinner. Not bad right? At least there's still conversation.

Anyway, i am happy to meet him. haha..

OH, one more funny thing is that my bf did heard from me about him, but he don't know which one. So, he started to target someone that might be his "enermy" and he spotted the wrong guy (Another friend who sitted at next table)...
Who knows...the true "enermy" is jz sitting in front of us.. haha..